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2010-05-18T15:50:00.001-07:00

To keep everything straight I have started a business blog www.flairandfrillscreativity.blogspot.com Everything creative and business related will be posted there and I will use this for family. Hope to see you over there too! MWAH

Return from my blogger leave of absence....

2010-02-20T08:35:00.000-08:00

January 14th I met my best friend Brandi at the mall for the sneek preview of 'Dear John.' It was cancelled and we needed to talk anyways so we headed towards The Buckle to try on jeans (ok-at 8 months pregnant, I was not the one trying on jeans, Bran made up for the both of us in her dressing room excursion though). She made her selections and we left. Apparently all that walking had taken its toll however and on the morning of January 15, 2010 I began having contractions at about 10:30. (It was my best friend Chrissy's 30th birthday and my good friend Danielle's birthday as well-we were all going out that night). Being 5 weekes from my due date, I figured they would go away so I went to take a hot bath and lay down. By 11:30 I had called Chris and asked him to get me and take me to the hospital so that they could give me the labor stopping medications I had had 3 weeks prior. He said he was finishing up some work and would then be home. I called him about 20 minutes later to say that "now was a good time for me!" We took Hollan to Danielle's and proceeded to Lovelace. They hooked my up to all the typical monitors and we waited.....and waited and then spoke with a Dr. that was a little less than friendly. We were to just monitor the contractions (that were now every1-2 minutes) and wait some more. Again less than friendly, Dr. Peng returned to say she was going to perform a c-section on another patient and then she would check in with me. We requested a different OB/GYN but apparently they only keep one. At this point Chris and I decided we'd rather wait at home, but she insisted we couldn't leave because of the risk to myself should I go into labor having had 3 c-sections previously. We made arrangements for the kids to go to Danielle's after school. My contractions then got more intense and more frequent and Dr. Peng (who by this time had changed her disposition to be more friendly (much to our delight) decided we needed to perform my c-section. My other best friend Jean was more than happy to go get our other 3 kids so that Danielle could continue with her birthday celebration. We were in surgery preparation within half an hour and an amazing anestheia named Ray that made everything go as smoothly as possible. Our baby boy was born at 8:08 that evening. He did not cry. I knew he wasn't breathing and prayed with fever. The NICU team worked furiously while I kept asking why he wasn't crying. One of the NICU team then stated, "I can't get him to breathe!" I then looked up to my husband who was holding my hand, and said, "Pray with me!" He replied, "I already am." I then gathered up every bit of conviction I had and declared to God, "LORD, BREATHE LIFE INTO MY CHILD!" and as I felt Him and saw the soft glow around me, He did. It was the most amazing spiritual experience of my life, and our baby was rushed away to the NICU. Following the regular c-section procedure it was time to remove the tumor that had been growing on my right ovary since the second month of my pregnancy. Seth Heckram (the resident) discovered that the tumor had over-grown the ovary and it was necessary for them to remove it entirely. Once they had finished, I was wheeled into post-op to wait 2 hours. Chris joined me there when he had returned from the NICU and Brandi came in as well. I was alert and almost immediately began declaring that I felt different than I had with my other c-sections. I continued to complain of discomfort and how normally I don't feel so much hurt so soon. The nurse assured me that it was normal and returned to her paperwork. For the enitre 2 hours Brandi and Chris listened as I repeated my concern with the discomfort and pain. Brandi left shprtly before I was to go upstairs to my room. Finally, when my 2 hour mark had come, the nurse began to wheel me to my room on the recovery floor. I looked up to Chris and told him, "I feel like I can't get enough air." At once, my vitals dropped and alrams sounded and everyone began clamboring around. Just as if I were in a medical t.v. series, doctors and nurses rushed around frantically yelling, "She's crashing!" "Get the ____ STAT!" etc. My vision dimmed in a black hazy circle and Dr. Peng leaned over to say, "Stay with us Brynn." They determined I was bleeding internally and made immediate preparations for my return to surgery. I requested that Chris be with me, but of course it was denied. I told him I was scared and he said, "Me too." I was wheeled away briskly and back into the cold surgical room. Ray was there, waiting kindly but working diligently on my anesthesia. I asked Dr. Peng if I would wake up again and she said, "We'll do the best we can." Ray began yelling at the staff saying, "Maybe next time when a patient is continually telling you something is wrong you can listen to her. Maybe all of you can learn from this!" It was endearing. I again asked Dr. Peng if she promised I would wake up and she again said, "We'll do the best we can." I told her that I didn't want a stock hospital answer. They were waiting on a blood transfusion to begin the surgery, yelling at each other. When the blood had finally arrived they had a tube beside my head (to be used for intubation) and everything was gone. It later seemed as though it must have went quickly, becuase it had only been 15 minutes. It had been nearly 5 hours. his emergency surgery required 6 units of blood through a transfusion. My last blood pressure that registered was 50/7. I awoke in the most intense pain I have ever experienced in my life. It was unfathomable. I was screaming in agony and am embarassed for my behavior. I had a morphine pump that provided no relief. After I left the ICU and went into my room my body had finally worn down enough to maintain rational behavior! I had demanded to see my baby immediately, however I was unable to walk, move or resemble a normal person in any way, rendering it impossible. My body immensely swollen from my head to my toes (literally). I was unable to open my eyes more than a crack. The minutes passed like hours. The following day Ray came to visit me, calming sitting down on the other bed and expressing his grief over the situation stating that, "We almost lost you." Are there more humbling words to ever hear?! I was able to meet our new baby boy that night. I had never been in the NICU before and it is a difficult experience. Obviously none of the patients there are doing well-and they're BABIES!! Seeing my sweet son with tubes everywhere was heart breaking. Because their veins are so little the IV's commonly bust and by the time we left the hospital 10 days later, he had had 5 IV's, 2 of which were in his head! Chris was tenderly cautious to hold him for fear of pulling any of the connections. His bellyrubin was over double the recommendation so he was put on light therapy. He had fluid in his lungs and would forget to breathe so oxygen was required continuously. I pumped breast milk for him, only to find out the following day that they refused it becuase of my medications. That was a hard blow as well. Also, due to my severe condition, I was only able to be in the NICU for a couple hours per day, spending the remaining time alone in my room suffering. I required a special pump that went in through an entry above my surgical incision. It had to be drained of blood and fluid every hour. Eventually I willed myself to be stronger and pushed to walk and move. Chris was needed at home with the children so I spent most of my 5 day hospitalization alone, with the exception of 1 visit from Brandi and an interuppted visit from Altaira. It was a dark time mentally and is still dificult to reflect on.

We eventually decided to name him Eli Stuart Thornburgh. We had called him 'Elliott' in utero. Chris like 'Elias' but I did not, so we dropped all of the endings and call him Eli! Stuart is my favorite mother-in-laws's maiden name so we chose to honor her with a namesake.

Currently we are both recovering well. I ended up with extended complications but they are resolving. Eli continues to vomit excessively, however it is better than originally and he gas gained weight steadily. He requires a specialized formula which I refer to as 'the million dollar formula!' We are using special bottles as well and he takes medication for the reflux and hyperemisis. He is a delightful addition to our family.

We have had company from the day he came home so we're not quite back into a normal routine but grateful for the love and support. We've also had amazing friends (Danielle, Janalyn and Anna King) that provided food in a desperate time. I thank the Lord for each and every person the Lord has blessed us with. I am trying to be 'me' again but the process has been slow. The children love their new brother as well. Jace is pretty indifferent but Aubrey and Hollan must hold and kiss him continuously through the day. Aubrey is struggling a little with the adjustment but we are doing our best.

This is a picture of Eli (commonly referred to as 'baby boy Thornburgh') is the NICU. That is as IV in his head, oxygen and saturation leads with the baby eye goggles as well.

These are our official photos and much easier on the eyes than the above!

I L-O-V-E baby feet.....

If you look closely here Eli's suffering is reflected in the scabs at the heels of his feet for repeated blood draws.

And this is our precious baby in his daddy's loving loving arms!

Although the journey has been the most difficult experience of my life, the reward is undeniably worth every pain-staking minute!

A New Year, A New Decade, A New Life

2010-01-03T17:13:00.001-08:00

I love that the idea of the New Year brings with it feelings of a 'new life.' Now-you can be the person you've always wanted to be-do all the things you've wanted to do.... I'm not regretful at all; I just want to be better. I suppose we're all striving for that, and really, we shouldn't ever stop!

I'm so thrilled to have the opportunity to have had this photo session. We got up and around EARLY (well for Chris anyways ;) and I'm delighted at the outcome. I've always wanted to have maternity photos done, but I didn't want any solos. This 1st one, of Chris and I, is my favorite. He's usually so stressed out from my natzi-picture-taking stance that he's physiccally unable to take a good photo! Well-I took a different approcah this time-and it worked! This photo captures the intimacy of our pregnancy perfectly.

The kids had solo pictures done, but because I often do those myself, we didn't purchase any. I was already spending quite a bit of money, so we ultimately decided to get some of the 'rarer' ones! Mind you-I have been saving personally for this photo session-as a memory preservor, it's a great way to splurge!!

These 2 of Aubrey and Hollan are a perfect reflection of their personalities.

This was the only decent one of the 3 of them!

This is the family photo we chose for our package deal. Again, it's reflective of who we are. It's not perfect, with staged smiles, sitting down, etc.-and I think that's why I love it! I didn't even realize Aubrey was posing-but that's Aubs.

The kids have LOVED having their hands all over my belly-talking and rubbing and kissing their baby brother!

Another great family photo, even if it will need to be re-done within the month! lol

One of the first few we took. I posted the best first ;)

It has been a struggle the past few weeks, but I felt amazing today-and I thank the Lord for that! Only one more day til the kids go back to school, and less than a month now until our new little boy will enter the world! WOW! 2010 is beginning fast. My biggest resolution (or goal) is to be more optomistic. I feel that doing this will better enhance ALL areas of my life. Here's to the best year yet! ~B.

My Favorite Picture

2009-12-22T11:41:00.000-08:00

It makes me smile just to think of it! Chris and I were sitting on the sofa when our then 3 year-old came down the stairs after bedtime-like this! Undies on backwards, tatos everywhere and his fireman hat with toothbrushes suctioned to it! OMG! We were ineffective as parents, because after we quit laughing-we took pictures! What can you do?! After we'd finally settled down and returned him to bed my husband looked over at me and said, "I didn't see that coming!" Oh-Hollan, they say each of our kids get funnier and funnier-so this last one should be a riot, right?! I am so grateful for the joy my sweet children bring to my life. We were happy previously, but adding these children in brought us happiness neither of us could have imagined!

Struggling

2009-12-20T09:44:00.000-08:00

With the flare-up of my fibromalgia and the pain of this tumor, PLUS the back pain, etc. I have found myself in quite the predicament. I do not like to complain, however I find myself doing so frequently, becuase it is all my mind encompasses. I have tried traditional forms of help, such as heat, ice, and topical muscle creams with no relief. I have also tried contemporary forms of help such as massage, acupuncture and oriental medicine, again with no relief. I am avoiding my pain medication because if I take it, the baby will be required to remain in the NICU for up to 2 weeks following delivery to be withdrawn. I can't stand the thought of that, yet I can't stand the pain either. It interferres with everyday activity and I am an angry, irritable person laying around crying and writhing. If you are reading this, please send some extra prayers this way for me and my family. Thanks, Brynn

MEXICO

2009-12-08T18:17:00.000-08:00

This 1st one is my favorite of all of those taken.

This swimsuit shows just how pregnant I am!

Even on a cloudy day the ocean was BEAUTIFUL!

We were able to take our picture with the Mexican dancers after their show!

It was a stunning vacation. We had a private pool, unlimited drinks and 5 star restaurant food. The opportunity was amazing and I'm thankful to have had the expeience-and a stamp on my passport!

We've Returned-and I'm grateful!

2009-12-06T18:09:00.000-08:00

Chris and I JUST returned from a luxury vacation on the Mexican Riveria at the Secret SilverSands Resort in Cancun! It was a whirlwind and we were treated like royalty there. As amazing as it was to be served NAB Pina Coladas on the beach, I was grateful to land safely back on US soil and return to see my children! Our reality is amazing as well and I find myself feeling more thankful. I'm trying to adapt an 'attitude of gratitude' as we have so very many blessings. I wasn't physically feeling well today, so we skipped church, but I am still humbled by the inspiring friends and church family we've found at Destiny Center. Our pastor is amazing, the kids have 2 special grandmas, and we have many who care and think about us. My new friend and customer Charlene had placed a CTMH order I delivered, and it was nice to chat with her for awhile and feel I have something to offer her and her business!

Oh-and an update on the craft show from my previous post.... I sold a few hand-made things and even better, found a few people who would like to learn as well. The best part?! The director of the Rio Rancho Parks and Recreation Dept. stopped by my booth and asked if I would teach for them!! I finished class descriptions for 4 classes to be offered in the upcoming Spring catalog, where I will be able to extend services and the papercrafting community with thousands of local people! I'm even offering 2 special classes for children and seniors! YAY!

I'll try to get into Abq. tomorrow and work on my photos to share. I'm caught up on e-mails, but haven't begun christmas cards yet. I have another ultrasound on Tuesday morning-10 more weeks til our new baby boy will be here! WOW!

I hope you are well and finding yourself in the Christmas spirit. Remember to stop and be grateful today. ~With blessing, B.

What to do?!

2009-11-18T11:09:00.000-08:00

I have a craft show this weekend, my first. I should be in my studio creating and preparing but...I just don't feel like it! Any suggestions at to what gets YOU up and motivated, inspired and ready to work?! I could easily blame it on the pregnancy-I have not felt well today and I'm more and more prgnant-but the fact is that I'm fully capable, just lacking determination and perserverance. Ughh...

STAMPING DEAL!

2009-11-09T12:36:00.000-08:00

For the month of November, Close To My Heart is hosting STAMPAGANZA! This means that when you purchase ANY 2 stamp sets of your choice, you can choose a 3rd for FREE! YAY! Those delicious little envelopes fit perfectly into stockings-so prepare for Christmas now! E-mail me at brynnthornburgh@gmail.com and I'll get you taken care of. I'd LOVE the opportunity to share this passion and great deal on the BEST acrylic stamps there are! I will likely even throw in a gift with purchase to my loyal blogger friends! I look forward to hearing from you!

Some recent creations...

2009-10-26T12:39:00.000-07:00

This button cross is my first attempt. I hope to make various others for the craft show.

I LOVE this post-it version of a cookie sheet calender. It will be available for custom order.

I've had my eye on one of these laminate purses for quite awhile now and I FINALLY made one thanks to my dear friend Jean! I tried to stitch on the sides and it didn't look very good after the laminating-but I really like the front and back-my colors of course!

These are a few Halloween creations.

This is a candle holder-with a fake tealight.

TOO CUTE-especially with the Halloween shadows!

I've also made a Christmas one-but it will likely be re-vamped.

This little witch is a box sack and hold m&ms.

Frankie card-all out of punches except the hair.

The mummy is probably my favorite. His ribbon says EEK!

And the matchbox mints. I've made about 100 of these (literally) and don't even want to look at them anymore! lol

This is the inside-lifesaver mint eyes that remind me of the Geico commercial! I'd love to send you a set of them. Leave me a comment telling me your favorite item shown here-and your favorite thing about Halloween! I'll pick a winner and send them out this week!

So Frustrated

2009-10-14T18:26:00.001-07:00

I had an AMAZING weekend attending a Close to My Heart Stamp Camp in Las Vegas but it all disappeared when I had to return to the realization that we have 2 additional adults living with us-who can't seem to pick up after themselves! Ugghhh- Chris' brother Curtis and his wife Paula wanted to escape their formal lives and challengs and begin again-here. I agreed-but I didn't ralize that that would mean I would have to adjust to THEIR MESS! Chris said that after a few days of letting them settle in we'd have a 'ground rules' talk, however now he has recounted that, because his brother is so easily upset and quite irrational. Seriously? Empty cans, dirty socks, empty botles, shoes, etc. all ON MY FLOOR?! Not to mention finishing off food or drinks without alerting me or replacing them. How am I expected to withstand this? I expect my home to be in prestine condition-and did I mention they brought a PUPPY?! I am 22 weeks pregnant now and after awhile I just can't be held responsible for my actions.....It is straining my hubby and that is by far the WORST PART. I am frustrated-his brother doesn't want to deal with it and then Chris feels in the middle, wanting both of us to be happy. What am I to do and how am I too cope?! This is NOT what I had in mind-after all, 2 more adults means 2 more to clean and help, right?! At first I doubted myself and my expectations, but I have never pretended to be anything I'm not or anything other than who I am-and this is unaceptable.

~With desperation-B.

Punkin Fun

2009-10-03T17:26:00.000-07:00

As a bonus project for our ASA challenge blog, I created a crapped pumpkin! The leaves are stamped from CTMH and I quite like the outcome-enogh that a few more a re in the works!

It's been a rough day. I would have liked to have taken the kids downtown for Balloon Fiesta celebrations, but they just didn't deserve it. Mostly my daughter that is. It's so difficult-Jace did everything as asked but Aubrey threw a fit. I wanted to go too but I couldn't justify it :( We managed to get my entire room clean (the kids had their own mess in there as well) and I'm REALLY behind on laundry! Ugghhh.... We were also going to have a big slumber party tonight with my BFF and her children, as both of our hubbt's are out of town-but her daughter was exposed to H1N1 at daycare-so we're keeping our distance. Needless to say, things aren't going according to plan-but they never do! Yesterday I signed up and paid for my 1st ever craft show-as a vendor that is! I'm excited-but nervous. It'll be mostly to advertise teaching paper carfting to thos interested-and custom orders-but I hardly feel qualified! Thinking of you all today-especially Julie and Lizard, my loyal commentors! Blessings.

H1N1

2009-10-02T10:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we were informed that a kindergartener in our elementary school system passed away from H1N1. A 5-year-old little girl. I have a 5-year-old little girl! I feel helpless, fighting something I cannot see. This particuluar little girl had NO SYMPTOMS, which is even more frightening. What's a mother to do? I know-hand washing, cough in your arm, etc. But, where's peace of mind to be found?!

Ahhhh....a garage door opener!

2009-09-30T18:55:00.000-07:00

So we officially moved to New Mexico exactly a year ago. With the exception of twice, our 3 car garage has been full of anything but our vehicles! We've had a garage door opener, but had never programed it, as there was no need-until my dear husband cleaned it out. He changed my oil filter and programed my garage door opener so from now on, I can happily puch the little button and pull in. I have lived in several houses since moving out of my parents, but this is the 1st time to have my own garage door opener! I'm so thankful. For the husband who took the time and effort-the modern conveinence-and luxury-of the button that lifts up the door!

Half Way

2009-09-27T16:41:00.000-07:00

So, I am oficially 20 weeks pregnant. That's the half way mark-and I hope the 2nd half goes a little more smoothly! That also means that we have just about made it to viability age so that if the little guy HAD to be born, there's a good chance he'd survive. He still doesn't have a name. We haven't even narrowed it down. Chris calls him Elvis. lol. He's active, and the kids enjoy feeling him kick. I enjoy this part-the anticipation, the movement, etc. It's the joy of pregnancy.

I'm right in the middle of 'fall clothes.' There are literally HUNDREDS of clothes scattered around the living room as I sort, de-wrinkle and hang! We save the boy clothes and pass on the girls. After we buy a few more pants for Aubrey-we oficially need NOTHING. Yay! It's taken a few days, but almost complete. I still have to clean out drawers and get their rooms organized.

Church service was nice. My friend that lost her husband used to attend where we go before they moved back to Kansas. He sang in the band a nd a few members will drive down for the service. I don't think they'd appreciate a pregnant lady tagging along-that's a looooong drive! I will go down there in about a month or so, or have her come her for a break. It's nice to have the church family I do though-and I'm glad they're so supportive-of everyone. I couldn't as for more as far as our church goes. Destiny Center is amazing and I'm proud to be a part of it. I'm on the prayer team and we prayed for another family who had lost a loved one. They hadn't attended service together in 20+ years and I was honored to be a part of this new beginning for them.

The season premeire of 'Dexter' is tonight. It's been on the calender! I'll probably still be working on clothes-otherwise I'm hoping to create. Blessings. ~B.

Short and sweet.

2009-09-26T15:53:00.000-07:00

Things are going better. I hope to be regular with blogging again now! I've created a few things recently-including my first glass etching with my cricut. YUMMY! (It's mistletoe)

I carry a heavy heart today, as a good friend of mine's sweet husband took his life last night. He was an excellent man and will be missed dearly. Please keep her in your prayers. MUAH.

The prayers must be working

2009-08-07T10:07:00.000-07:00

I am blessed to have many praying for me during these difficult health issues; and God is listening. This morning, I feel better, and that's an accomplishment. I've even done a load of laundry!

We found out yesterday that this is a little boy. I kinda had a feeling.

The new items I ordered from Close to My Heart should arrive today. With any luck, I'll feel well enough to work!

Please keep those prayers coming my way for awhile. Each of your voices are a gift in my honor, restoring my spirit as well. Much thanks.

New baby pictures. YAY!

2009-08-04T13:20:00.000-07:00

Hey there.

2009-08-04T13:04:00.001-07:00

I've been REALLY sick lately. Last Tuesday I went in for an iv and fluids. Its really had me wuite down-hearted, but hopefully this new med will help a bit. I'm off of my fibro meds because they've been futile. Frustrating to be in so much pain. Today I had an ultrasound for screening. It's interesting how God works......if the baby had co-operated they wouldn't have gone internally, in which the discovered a large mass (tumor (NOT cancerous) outside my right ovary. At least some of my pain has a reason! It will be removed, the OB will decide just how tomorrow. I'm a little concerned -but just about recovery. My husband is THE BEST, but I don't want all of the extra burden on him of home stuff on account of me not being up to par-for whatever reason! They have little concern for the baby, and that's comforting. Thank you for thinking of me, and keeping me in your prayers. I appreciate it so VERY much and it's just what I need when I'm struggling myself. Yours in Christ-B.

Almost a month?!

2009-07-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

Time flies-especially when you're under all of the symptoms of a new pregnancy. I've felt more myself the past few days than I have in a few months. I'm hoping it will continue. I've just been so down on myslef for not being everything I want to be. I haven't scrapbooked or created in 6 weeks now-you can't even walk into my studio it's in such shambles. The house is in pretty good shape, so that eases my pressure. I was assigned the leader of our new Women's Bible Studay at church-that's been the highlight of the month! I really feel called to be exactly where I am. Praise God for that. We have had immense trouble with our renters (previous) in Kansas. It's been almost unbearable (and I haven't even been dealing with it directly), prompting a 3 day trip to KS for Chris and the 2 littlest (DYING to be with grandma). Jace and I had an uncomfortably quiet weekend, I tried to make it special for him. Now, I'm seeking motivation, having begun my Monday morning with pharmacy frustration costing me $100 for a ruined RX. Ugghhh.... I just thought I should start blogging again-even if there's no pictures and it's a little down for my personal taste! lol. Hope all is well for any of you that still check this thing! Blessings.

Clay Balls

2009-06-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

A man was exploring caves by the Seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could.
He thought little about it, until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone!
Excited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left.
Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had thrown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could have taken home tens of thousands, but he had just thrown it away!
It's like that with people. We look at someone, maybe even ourselves, and we see the external clay vessel. It doesn't look like much from the outside. It isn't always beautiful or sparkling, so we discount it.
We see that person as less important than someone more beautiful or stylish or well known or wealthy. But we have not taken the time to find the treasure hidden inside that person.
There is a treasure in each and every one of us. If we take the time to get to know that person, and if we ask God to show us that person the way He sees them, then the clay begins to peel away and the brilliant gem begins to shine forth.
May we not come to the end of our lives and find out that we have thrown away a fortune in friendships because the gems were hidden in bits of clay. May we see the people in our world as God sees them.
I am so blessed by the gems of friendship I have with you. Thank you for looking beyond my clay vessel. APPRECIATE EVERY SINGLETHING YOU HAVE, ESPECIALLY YOUR FRIENDS!LIFE IS TOO SHORT AND FRIENDS ARE TOO FEW!Pass this on to another Clay Ball!!!
Do not ask the Lord to Guide your Footsteps if you are not willing to MOVE your Feet'

The origin of pain is revealed

2009-06-19T18:32:00.000-07:00

Although my husband feels the subject a bit too personal for the cyber world; I'm a 'lay it all out there' type girl. Always have been. That being said, I almost blogged earlier about my agonizing pain and worry. A few days ago, I mentioned my abdominal strain to the mid-wife, and since it's not accopmanied by bleeding (thank God), she said it's ok, just drink more. There have since been times that the stabbing has brought me to my knees. Knowing that this didn't feel typical, I called again today to share how intense it has become. Worried it may be an eptopic pregnancy, I was scheduled for a sonogram and lab work this afternoon. I wish I had a picture of the baby bean to share! The good news (best news) is that the baby is exactly where it's supposed to be, and it's heart beat is strong. *sigh of relief. The not so good news? I saw 2 large 'things' in the sonogram, and asked the technician what she was looking at. I promptly got an, "I'm not at liberty to say." Thanks. Well, apparently they were the 2 golf ball sized cysts taking up more than their fare share of space in my right ovary-thus causing the excruiating pain. They should take care of themselves within the next few weeks, and meanwhile, I'm trying to be tough (percocet's help)! So it's almost my birthday (June 30th), I'm pregnant, and I have 2 large cysts-I think that qualifies me for some extra TLC (involving greasy food)! Please keep us in your prayers. Yours in Christ, Brynn

LOOOOOONG Overdue Post

2009-06-18T10:36:00.000-07:00

Hey there! We've got a LOT to catch up on. I haven't blogged in 2 weeks becuase we took an impromptu trip back to Kansas for what ended up being 10 days! My husband was offered this for work, and with all expenses paid, we returned to see family! And.....while we were there, look what we fond out!!!.....
Yep. Baby #4 will join us next February!! I am SO excited. And-I may have gon a LITTLE overboard on the confirmation-but my mother-in-law gave me a hard time about the 'cheap' test I took first, so-I just wanted to be sure! lol

We let it process a few days and then shared the news. The kids are beyond excited, already making plans to share their toys! Today, I am 6 weeks pregnant, and feeling like I'm 4 months. No morning sickness, but I am tender, and expanding, and loving it! And it got even better when my husband surprised me yesterday with the 'Cherished' pregnant woman Willow Tree figurine for my collection! The thoughtfulness and love overwhelmed me. I am so thankful to the Lord for him. Now-take a second and we'll move on!

My dear blogger friend Julie accepted my donation offer and sent a lovely paper package. Thank you Julie. You are appreciated and treasured. Here's to YOU and your consistency, friendship and success. :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

My NM-BFF Brandi was kind enough to house sit and take care of the animals. I am so VERY grateful she's a part of our lives. She loves cupcakes so I found some great Doodlebug cupcake papers and embellishments, plus a pink CHI iron and a bottle of Cupcake Wine! It's the least I could do for all she has done. It's not nearly enough though-how do you express your absolute AWE for the people God has placed in your life? Scrapbook supplies just don't cut it-ya know?! And not only her-but the previously mentioned, and Chrissy, Danielle, Katelyn, Michielle, Hueslman, my sisters, ....I could go on and on. I am so blessed. I am so very thankful for each person and think about them. Am I rambling?! It's gonna be one of those! lol

I have unpacked everything and returned it to it's place, except for Chris' suit case. I kept thinking he'd unpack it but it's still sitting here! lol. I have hundreds of pictures that need to be filed, I'll try to share some more later. I suppose I ought to feed these kiddos lunch-and me too! The way I'm feeling, I expect to find out I'm carrying more than 1 little miracle!

*THANK YOU DEAR LORD for absolutely every person you have blessed me with in this amazing life you allow me to lead. Please protect us, and continue to shed your love on us.

In your name I pray, AMEN.

Where the Wild Things Are!

2009-06-01T15:38:00.000-07:00

They are definately here! lol. I went and purchased a new editon of this book with a layout in mind for kiddielit, however today is the 1st, and I'm pretty sure that was the deadling-and the book's still in the sack! No excuses, just life. I've been working on my hair accesories, cards and other things. I have pictures to post, but I haven't loaded them-maybe later. I've really been trying to promote my Close to My Heart venture-their products are just phenomonal! If you would be interested in helping me, you would be greatly rewrded, both with free products and my eternal gratitude! I want to succeed! www.closetomyheart.com I am waiting for my business card to arrive to officiate my personal website, so as of now I will have to take your order(s) and enter them manually! *Free ink pad with orders over $25, Free Reflections book with orders over $100. The Reflections book is AMAZING, as is everything from them! I look forward to hearing from you!

Website?!

2009-05-31T20:10:00.000-07:00

I would like to promote my website. It is bought for 2 years, but I have no idea how to code or what to do, and I don't want to pay a company $200 to do it! Any suggestions?! Do you know anyone who could help me?! I would be willing to trade scrap supplies, services, and/or creations! I NEED HELP!

Friday Fill-ins, a bit early!

2009-05-28T18:32:00.000-07:00

1. Moving __is horrible! And next time, I'll pay others to do it!

2. _My favorite price is _ free.

3. My best quality is _my sense of humor and ability to make others comfortable_.

4. _It's all about the_ details.

5. In nearly 10 years, _I have changed my life into what I'm wanting it to be____.

6. _A hug__ is what I need right now!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _the scrap stash swap_, tomorrow my plans include _a baseball game and dinner at The Melting Pot for my husband's work_ and Sunday, I want to _be creative with hair things_!

Tantrums and Finding Faith

2009-05-27T12:42:00.000-07:00

Being a my mother is the best thing I've ever done. It's also the hardest thing I've ever done. It is my greatest strength, and greatest weakness. You could call many any number of names and obscenities, but calling me a 'bad mother' or anything related-breaks me down immediately. I do not have the confidence or security this job requires. I am broken down now, as she continues to scream from not being able to ride in the wagon (3 other little kids were taking turns from our walk to the park). She continually disobey's me and it's exhausting. I am vulnerable and reduced to tears. I trust that God knows what He's doing putting these amazing blessings in my care, but I continuously doubt my ability to succeed. I'm contemplating throwing a tantrum myself. It's likely not to yield any rewards, but it may go a long way in relieving my stress!

In other news-I am delighted that my blog friend Julie has offered to make a donation for Paper Therapy's upcoming event. If any of you would like to join that group, participate in swaps, and other events please find us through meetup.com and again, our group is Paper Therapy. I am busy collecting donations for the "Finding Faith" program, which will introduce these broken women to the art of preserving memories and documenting their healing journey through scrapbooking. If you would like to be a part of that, I emplore you to participate further. Please e-mail me at brynnthornburgh@gmail.com and I would be glad to address it further. This is a cause close to my heart, as I was once damaged with little hope. At the least, please add these extraordinary women into your prayers today. Thank you for your time to listen and extend your care!

MUAH

No Pictures?!

2009-05-26T09:12:00.001-07:00

Maybe later! I'm busy rounding up donations for the upcoming "Crop-for-a-Cause." These events are a lot of work! If you, or anyone you know, would like to donate something for our goodie bags and/or raffle/door prizes, please feel free to send it-and it can advertise your small business as well! So far, I have Photoshop Elements 7, manicures/pedicures, scrap supplies and a few more. I'm trying to be creative and not limit it to just scrap supplies-I may even get a few restaurants. We're off to a pool party-I'll check back later-and announce the STASH winners! Have a blessed day!

A 12x12, double layout swap?!

2009-05-23T13:11:00.000-07:00

What was I thinking undertaking this?! Over $100, 14 hours, an entire bottle of zip dry and a refill of xyronx-I AM FINISHED! These scans are a little cruddy-but you can see. I made all oof the pots, beading and embellishin g them, designed the chili for the ristra, stamped, embossed and more! I picked up some leather and it all come together! My favorite part is the little road runner! I like the state symbol too!
I made 12, plus one for my BFF back home, Chrissy. I can't wait to see all the effort everyone else dedicated!

It was A LOT of work--and I'm glad I started early. I've helped Brandi too-and I like duplicating, especially for a purpose!

I'll announce the stash winners soon-it's not too late! Thank you for checking in and keeping up with me. I've got some BIG, exciting news coming as well! Stay tuned.

Oh SO much!

2009-05-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

Yea-that's been my title before. Sometimes life just gets going-then I have to stop and catch up!

Mother's Day was AMAZI
NG. I got my dream camera, the Canon Rebel XTI with an additional 300mm optical zoom lens)! My mom sent me flowers through FTD, my sister-in-law made me a sweet card, Chris brought me my favorite meal from The Olive Garden Saturday night, they all made me breakfast in bed Saturday morning. Aubrey gave me the black polka dot dress she had picked out for me, chocolates from Jace (the kind with the map), pink roses from Hollan, Chris worte me an UNBELIEVABLE poem (endearing and quite a surprise), Jace made me some things at school, including one of those little tea cards! We took off to Taos and explored the little street shops in the Plaza, had linner (lunch/dinner) and then we went to the Rio Grande Gorge, some 685 feet deep, as you see here (a special thank you to the random guy who took this photo for us-and didnt run off with my new camera)! It was an amazing day, and that's an understatement. We missed church, but God certainly blessed me in spite of it!

Picture 2 is of my new hair cut. I'll get a better shot next time I have my make-up all done! lol

This is my sweet BIG baby Ben, still groggy from the meds after being neutered yesterday!

I was LOVING the camera for Jace's baseball game. He's stepping into home for a point!

Then we went to Chris' hockey game. They're in the play-off's. And, still in since they won. He's too cute! LOVE him!

That's it, for the most part. There, of course, were other things that made the camera card-but you don't want ALL of the details!! I'm working hard on Paper Therapy's fast approaching "Crop-for-A-Cause" in June. Also, I'm participating in a page swap, 12-2 page layouts, and I'm putting A LOT of effort into them, just as I hope they are. The laundry is dwindelling and life is great. Wait-so great in fact, that if you're a scrappy friend that dared to read through all of this, I want to share my stash with you! Please leave me a comment, but remember that when you receive your package, round up some of your unused stash and pass it forward if you can, otherwise, just enjoy! I encourage you to participate, as I'll have more than 1 person chosen-I have a ton of stash to share! lol. Blessings to you, B.

Kiddie Lit

2009-05-06T14:42:00.000-07:00

I'm excited to have stumbled upon a great new challenge blog, Kiddie Lit, which my blog friend Julie designs for. It is more than conveinent that their first post is on "The Wizard of Oz!" As many of you know, I am from Kansas, born and raised. When I moved, my BFF Chrissy began my collection! Since then, I have acquired the mini dolls and flip book, and it continues. I had an image in my mind of what I wanted for the layout to be. This is EXACTLY what I had in mind, however it did NOT start out that way! I worked on it for 3 hours, Saturday at the Krafty Ladies crop. Aubrey helped me rip it all up so that I could re-use the buttons! Now-I LOVE IT! IT is SO symbolic. First of all, I made the "yellow-brick-road" paper, embossing with gold. Then there's the "ruby-red-slipper" letter quote, sparling with stickles! Of course the rainbow, plus the little sewn tornado (I drew it and then stitched it) and the photo mat is cut into the shape of Kansas (on ble gingham paper)! The journaling reads: "Kansas was all I'd ever known proir to the fall of 2008. My Wizard of Oz collection reflects my roots and refuge." I often do not like my work-but this as exception-finally playing out into what I began imagining when reading their blog. Enjoy!

And, A Creative Post, to Follow My Previous Heartfelt One!

2009-05-01T10:19:00.001-07:00

Please forgive my scanning. Usually the stiching is so seamless it's undetectable-however that is not the case today! 3 single page layouts and 1 double. I was a busy girl, scrappin' away Wednesday and Thursday. What do you think?!

We went to review and purchase the 'antique' photos we had done, Tuesday night. I about choked to pay for them ($40/sheet) but as a scrapbooker, I couldn't deny myself-or our heritage! This is the group shot, including our mini-weiner dog that had hopped in the car!
This layout will be taught in my June class at Scraps Galore. It was nice to finally scrap some of Jace's baby pictures, as he's 8 now! Myself, my mom, and my sister Brandis, all kissing the sweet baby!

One of my favorite photos, courtesy of my baby sis Brayla. This was taken out on my grandpa's farm, before the auction..... It's stamped Aubrey-Engel Farm-2008 on the picture.

Too ,uch fun we had.....6 of us loaded up in my van to attend CKC in Tulsa Oklahoma (OK). We squeezed into a photo booth at Scrap Happy's and these are the results.... Page 1

And Page 2. I used the 'paper ruffling' technique for the first time-and dew drops from "Robin's Nest." Love those. It was great to just grab some paper and use it too. Especially this "Twitterpatted" line from Imaginisce.

I need to prepare for the National Scrapbook Day Crop I will be attending tomorrow. It won't be the same without Brandi-but maybe I'll actually accomplish something if I prepare and focus! **MUAH!

Parenting a Child With Special Needs

2009-05-01T09:54:00.000-07:00

Anyone who knows me, knows that I carry a special place in my heart for cildren with Down Syndrome. I absolutely LOVE them! I worked in high school special education for 2 years before we left Kansas. I LOVE special ed. kids! Seriously-they are amazing!! That being said, I've didn't understand why "Gifted" children were classified under Sspecial education. I understand now! Parenting a gifted child is truly parenting a child with special needs. I have 2! There minds are amazing, but their giftedness requires extra attention just as a child with Down's would. To the right, you will see a picture of this challenge I am delving into. At 8 years old, Jace had not formerly been tested out because we transfered schools, twice. Settled in New Mexico, I had told his teacher of the suspicions everyone has had, but she didn't originally take me seriously. Afterall, everyone claims there kid is gifted, right?! Not if they realizied the difficulty this blessing comes with! 2nd grade. Assignments are complete within minutes, thoroughly correct, but NOT TURNED IN! He just doesn't care! I've been beyond frustrated in the past few days, as this revelation has shed more light. How can I possibly make him care? Why would you do the assignments and not turn them in?! Among other things, these have surfaced with more difficulty. Maybe I should ask his mother! Afterall, didn't I do the EXACT SAME THING?! When I was told my I.Q. (higher than Albert Einstein's) it didn't encourage me. I don't remember much from that time period. The entire chunk of my life from 2years old until 10 is completely blocked out do to tramatic events that took place. My dad says I wouldn't even DO the homework-but I always aced the tests. Apparently my teacher would catch me not taking notes, doodling, etc., and surprise me with a baffling question, to which I always answered correctly. I had EVERY option available for my life. Any school would have paid to have me. I didn't even have to try. But, all I wanted was to be a mom. It doesn't utilize my brain power the way a doctorette would, but it is fulfilling in its own. So what then, should I expect of my 8 year-old, and 5 year-old?! I want MORE FOR THEM than I accepted from life! They have absolute and complete potential!! He just doesn't care. Stricken wioth guilt and frustration, I sought out help and went to Borders. Nothing in stock. I need help immediately-I don't want to order a book! Barnes and Noble-she can't find it! I looked myself and found 2! Hooray! Reading it faster than I have the Twilight series, I have learned SO MUCH more than I would have expected, for Jace, Aubrey and MYSELF! Things that stunned me before are now making since. Behaviors are understood and explained. This changes everything! Jace should begin receiving services at school in the fall. Aubrey will be tested out and follow suit. Their mother?! Well-she is becoming a better parent and learning about herself along the way!

Time Flies

2009-04-22T18:15:00.000-07:00

It's true when they say "Time Flies." Everyone knows it. This layout will be in my June class at Scraps Galore, 2 more are to follow. It reminds me to stop and enjoy every moment I have. Each second that passes brings new adventure in our journey. Do you take advantage of the timeGod has given you?! You will never be able to recapture lost time. Please reflect on that. That darn Twilight series has my time occupied right now! I'm half way through book 4 and my children are being neglected due to my obsession! **note to Child Protective Services: I adore my children and they are actually fine. Spending quite an amount of time with their father** It's Brandi's fault. God love her. I'm now a card carrying member of Team Edward! LOL I don't anticipate sporting any necklaces professing my love for the Cullens-but I do have a button pinned to my scrap tote! There's just no other option at this point. I must discover who is plotting against Bella in Seattle-and will she choose Jacob?! I doubt it-but who knows what the plot holds! I'm off to Brandi's shortly. We'll chat over wine and pierce Leona's nose! Wish me luck!

A little creativity.....

2009-04-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

Inspired by Kolette Hall (an amazing, talented and super delightful mother and scrapper) I downloaded this from her blog and created this to hang from my studio door. It says, "There is nothing wrong with the world that a sensible woman could not settle in an afternoon!" Love it.

These are my princesses. We made 3 cakes for Aubrey's party! It tried to convince her we only needed the 1 but that didnt happen! Belle is my favorite. I'm not too impressed with myself-but they could have been worse!!

Sweet girl. A hanful now!

Blessings to you bloggers. Thinking of you Cathy, and Michielle, and Huelsman....With love!

2 POSTS?! ...a sneek peek!

2009-04-16T12:41:00.001-07:00

I have scrapped! ..and scanned! This is the double page layout I will be teaching for my May class at Scraps Galore in Albuquerque. I used Heidi Grace paper, Bazzill borders, Technique Tuesday and Heidi Grace stamps, Fancy Pants buttons, ribbons, and felt shapes! The stamped images are also embossed. If you would like a kit, it can be ordered through the store. Don't forget to take note of the pictures! Hollan is sometimes.."special" lol, but he is an amazing joy!

Beth Moore

2009-04-16T12:09:00.000-07:00

You are looking at an amazing, inspiring women of faith that God has blessed me with. I do not personally know her, yet, but I have been in her "Living Beyond Yourself" Bible study for several weeks now. I cannot even put into understanding the way her words have touched my heart. I feel that I too am led to inspire and lead the way she does; but my opportunity has yet to present itself. I know that it is all in His time.

Take a moment to listen to her today, be it You Tube or her publication site. Let the Lord touch your heart today. Know that He has a purpose and plan laid out for you. God does everything for a reason! Pray. Pray for me. Pray for yourself. Pray for the world. I pray for you. May the Lord work in your life the way that only He can. May he be with you, inspiring you to be exactly as he desires. May you realize your impact here on Earth and seek everlasting life through Him. In His glorious name I pray; Amen.

EASTER BLESSINGS!

2009-04-13T11:11:00.000-07:00

I LOVE this picture of me. That is rare. I am wering the jacket my mom made for me-heading out to the Broadway production of Momma Mia!

A fairly good snap shot of my Easter blessings!

Emilee, Melanie, Madison, Samantha, Hollan, Aubrey, and Jace-ready to hunt eggs out back at Danielles!

Brian and Chris manning the grill for Eater dinner!

The Easter bunny came and was quite pleased with himself....the results!

Our Stay-at-home-mom group held a big Easter egg hunt and lunch at Haynes Park!

The Thornburgh's 1st Annual Easter Egg Coloring Party! I participated with my pink polka dot eggs!

Aubrey, Jace, and Hollan worked diligently.

This was obviously the set-up PRE-party!

We had a wonderful church service and enjoyed the day! Thank you Lord!

So....20 days?! Anyone worried?!

2009-04-06T10:31:00.000-07:00

If so, thank you for your concern. In not, why not?! lol We left for our first trip back to Kansas on the 18th of March. We returned on the 24th, with a new dog and the flu. The REAL flu, followed by a stomach virus and I have been miserable up until 2 days ago! Unbelievable! Ughh... I am so appreciative for health! Seriously, at my lowest point, I was willing to trade my entire scrap stash for health. I prayed-and my bff Brandi brought me disolvable Zofran and her comfort and medicine began my restoration. We had to reschedule Aubrey's 5th Birthday Party and I missed Brandi's Catholic commitment wedding, plus openeing day of Little Leauge! I am feeling much better now and cleaning the disaster that occurred. You will not see any pictures of my fantastic scrapbook finds, as I consider that evidence and I dont want to convict myself. Enjoy the rest of the trip and happenings detailed for you below!

This is what I found when I went to pack Chris' suitcase. Hollan had been fretting, running around packing his teeny Thomas backpack so as not to be left-and then he fell asleep....

Jace's good friend Zach was speechless when Jace showed up at his door. It was Jace's 8th Birthday and his wish to see him. They played and caught up for awhile....and I was there to snap pictures!

This is our kitty. We had to leave her with my mom, as we have free roaming coyotes out here and there are NO cats around. It would have been selfish to bring her and hope for the best. It was good to see her again.

My older sister turned 30 on March 13th. We held a surprise party for her when we were there. The theme was NERDY THIRTY! Jace did not willingly participate, but my step-father did, and my nephew Braxyn.

Here's the 4 of us. Yep-that's me with the uni-brow. I'm not really that fat....and I sewar it's impossible for Brandis or Brayla to look nerdy, which might equal ugly too! It was a blast. My mom and dad dressed up as well! Too much fun!

The 2 older girls shown here are Chelsey and Sara, they are my adopted daughters. They stayed the night with us once and attended the Chuck E. Cheese birthday party the following day. **Note: do NOT host a party at Chuck E. Cheese on a Sunday!

The clebration was for both Jace and Aubrey's birthday. This is my beautiful baby sis Brayla. She has a sense of humor similar to mine and always makes me smile.

Me and Brax! LOVE HIM!

My BFF Chrissy and I. We had a great day shopping and exploring in Old Town, including an impromptu photo shoot-not shown :) Love her-and miss her.

And debuting....Benjamin. This is our new 'puppy' Ben. He is a blue doberman and sweet as pie-though you still wouldn't climb our fence in the middle of the night-would ya?!

We're still doing some training, but he is huse-broken and I love him already!

That's me-holding the first bottle of water I've ever drank in my entire life. Yep-EVER. Quite an accomplishment from the Eastern medicine doctor I had seen. Thanks Randy. He also released some pent up energy and anger and over all made me a better person ;)

Finally-this is the view from my seat. on our way back. We wre STUFFED in to return with everything acquired and left. I even had my legs crossed and my bead box underneath me! It's amazing we made it with our sanity.

The suitcases are unpacked and I am pre-paring for the reschedule of the Princess birthday party! I have yet to Easter shop and I nedd to do about a million other things. But...I can check bloggin off my list! Blessings.....

Oh SO much!

2009-03-17T18:42:00.001-07:00

This is the surprise mail I got from Julie a few days ago! I was just delighted! I LOVE getting things in the mail (other than bills)! See that little fox?! He's just too cute! And look at all the extras! Thanks Julie; you're a dear.

I hpsted a 'Slumber Party' Sunday evening. My friend Peggy sells these loving products. Here, you will see Leona, Ang and I modeling our wine rings! Ang, Brandi and Leona are here concentrating on their treasures.

I have other pictures, but they're not really appropriate! Katelyn made an interesting Rice Krispy treat sculpture and we ended up at Danielee's becuase my daughter was sick-long story.

Before we began the party-we had a little piercing party at my house! I had the gun out and we went to town with our cartilage! (Can't you tell how much they're enjoying it)!

Buttons borrowed Audrey's hair bow for awhile. Darling.

Chris and Brandi modeled the 80's style tight roll for us. Jace had just got a new skateboard. I will cherish this photo forever!

We held Jace's Pokemon Bithday Party Saturday afternoon! I can't tell you enough how blessed we are! Many people that care for us showed up to rally for Jace.

Pie enjoyed her cake-alone-in the corner! She's so cute. *note the cake on her leg too! LOVE HER!

Here is the Pokemon cake I created. It was 4 layers, vanilla, and I tried my best! It's been awhile since I worked with my tips! I'm still quite proud :)

So these are my first EVER home-made candles! Janalynn and I slaved away for almost 7 hours. It's addicting! I intend to "scrap them up" and I'll photo them when they're done. It may be a bit!

I am doing laundry and packing up for our trip to Kansas for Spring Break! We are to leave in the morning. Ugghh.... We're taking the Escape. It will be snug. It's also going to be quite busy there. I will see most of my friends at Summer's crop Friday. Saturday is a surprise party for my big sis! It's a "Nerdy 30" theme! Sunday is Jace and 'Aubreys family birthday gathering at Chuck E. Cheese and in between all of that we'll be RELAXING! HA!!

I'm off to complete my mommy duties! Happy St. Patrick's Day! Many blessings to you and yours! MUAH!

Just Not Me

2009-03-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

I have really been feeling 'off' the past few days. There's no particular reason this should be the case, so it's extra irritating. I despise not feeling how I want to feel. It's that kind of 'down and out' feeling-uugghh. I'm trying to remind myself that I can't be perfect-it's impossible. And, I suppose I deserve a break-but I don't feel like I do. I feel under the weather-yet I'm not sick. You get the point. I'm forcing myself to keep a craft date with my friend Janalynn.
My spirits were lifted when Brandi came by for a bit last night. We laughed-as always-and I'm so grateful to have found her and her family. Now I'm laughing out loud, as I'm reminded of her falling off of her shoes yesterday! -chuckle- Movie star style.... Oops-she reads this and I've now just shared that glorious and graceful moment with the internet world. I've got a busy weekend coming-but for now, I need some make-up, then we're off to make candles!

Friday Fill-ins.

2009-03-06T12:14:00.000-08:00

My friend Naomi found post on Faiths blog...and its from a blog called Friday Fill-Ins.....here goes...

1. I'm _faithful____, I'm _content____, I _have to work on some laundry____.

2. Why do I have _so many blessings____ and not _enough confidence____?

3. How does this _photoshop____ work, anyway? (that was Naomi's too-but so appropriate)

4. Every morning, I __take my medicine__ on my _to eat breafast____.

5. I consider myself lucky because _I am taken care of____.

6. One day we’ll see _the ocean again____.

That was fun! ....I think I'll add this week's edition too!

1. __Sending surprise mail___ was my last random act of kindness.

2. Another place__another time__.

3. _Life lives____ in matters of the heart.

4. Coffee, tea or _SODA____.

5. _FAmily should never take___ seperate paths .

6. Our _family____ reminds me that there is _always reason for hope____.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _creating____, tomorrow my plans include _cleaning up a bit____ and Sunday, I want to _go to church____!

Please be sure to comment on my previous post, there are 2 women in the running! *MUAH*

Ready, Set, Create! And Alter.....

2009-03-05T12:43:00.000-08:00

Hey there! The issue I am featured in has now been released! I am even being considered for the upcoming FULL ISSUE! For those of us that LOVE scrapped-EVERYTHING; it is chalk full of talent and creativeness. So-in honor of my excitement and inspiration; I am giving away a free issue!! What must I do. you ask?! Well-leave me a comment telling me a way that I may have inspired YOU! (If this is not the case, please feel free to "embellish" your story to make it sound good)! lol.

I am also thrilled to be designing for Scraps Galore! I am currently working with the Monky line from Reminisce, and their Easter sruff too! Stay tuned....and don't forget to post! I'll be selecting the winner withing the next few days!!

Blessings, B.

2009-03-03T12:06:00.000-08:00

I went to Brandi's last night for the finale of trash t.v.! Is anyone else upset about this jerk?! I totally believed he was genuine and caring! Uggh... Brandi made these amazing delish chocolate covered strawberries...and check out my wine glass! My friend Katelyn surprised me with it! Awwww....I love friends!! It has a B on the front too-and my colors-and dots!!! L-O-V-E IT!!!!

Aubrey and Hollan were determined to walk to Danielle's (2 houses down). They were so cute looking both ways at the v of our edition!

I hosted a Mardi Gras crop on February 28th! It was a blast! We laughed and talked and ate and even scrapped a little!! I really enjoy these girls. We are without Pam and Vivian in these photos, as they had already left-but really-it was GREAT!!
I'm preparing for the "Spring has Sprung" crop that will be April 3rd, and then my first "Crop-for-a-Cause" in May to benefit the Haven House here. I am also beginning a program for/with the battered women. I'm really excited for that.
We will be heading to Kansas soon. I'm gathering a few things to bring back. There is a crop gathering the Friday and Saturday we'll be there. It looks as though the schedule willl be full, so I may stop in and see old friends, but likely not create. Oh-and Jace's Pokemon Party is on the 14th before we go. He'll be 8!! Then there's St. Patrick's Day-and Elizabeth called from Scraps Galore. I meet with her tomorrow to discuss doing some work with them!! YAY!! And-(yes, there's more) I began my training for the Pastoral Care team with church. We visited a young lady just diagnosed with T-cell Lymphoma (sp). She's 21, engaged, and has a 4-year-old daughter. They do not expect her to go home. It breaks my heart and we are praying for her and her family. Please add them into YOUR prayers as well. May the Lord do his will in their lives, and may he bring peace to their aching hearts. This may be harder than I anticipated, but it's a joy to share in their lives.
I'm off to the post office to mail bills !!! Oh- and I have a deposit to make to help cover them! lol.
Have a blessed day. Take a moment to be thankful for where you are in life. Not just because of this woman, but because of the economy. Count your blessings. I count YOU!

P.S. I have no idea why the type is underlined-or how it got that way. I messed this post all up! Ahh...computers-and their operators! Have a GREAT-blessed day!

My candle

2009-02-26T11:31:00.001-08:00

This is my completed design for the top of the toy/storage section in my living room. The colors were inspired by the Close To My Heart papers I've used!

I created this candle yesterday, as I am in L-O-V-E with these flowers I purchased from Paper Blooms Etsy store! Other various embellishments were added for the design, but Great-googley-moogley, those blooms are stellar! And....you may notice in the set that I addes one to my Clear frame. I didn't have them at the time. I'm pleased-as-punch with the way things turned out! What do YOU think?!

Ready, Set, Create!

2009-02-25T08:52:00.000-08:00

Have you discovered e-zines?! This 'green' way of enjoying magazines is all the rage these days. I saw on the Pub Calls blog that this particular (and stellar) scrapbook e-zine was preparing a special "altered art" issue, so I thought I would submit a few of my favorites, well 3. Would you believe that she asked to use all 3 of them?! Great googley-moogley! I am stoked! A few photos will be coming down off of here as requested by the editor, but I'm not complaining! I'll let you know when the issue is available!

I was quite sick through the night. I have several things I need to do-but we''ll see. I'm hoping to make it to mass today for Ash Wednesday. I was raised VERY, devoutley, UNBELIEVABLY Catholic-but I do not practice as an adult. However, there are still certain things instilled in me and Ash Wednesday is one of them. Again, we'll see how the day goes. There goes the laundry signal-that's my cue!

HOKEY SMOKES-I DID IT!

2009-02-24T08:22:00.000-08:00

I had wanted PSE for a LONG time! I've had Photo Shop Elements 7 now for over 2 months-and you know what?! I had yet to use it once! Yep-too intimidated! What are layers-how are they used....etc. Well, I was encouraged by Heidi Swapp's blog this morning and decided to experiment with the header I had purchased from House of 3 the day they opened (over 2 weeks ago). Well.....as you can see, I DID IT!! YAY! Now I still don't know how to do the rest. Where do those brushes even come from-let alone how do I create things-but one thing at a time-right?! Hope you have a great day! B.

In memory; with love.....

2009-02-19T12:28:00.000-08:00

My mom bought this plaque while we were out shopping during her recent visit. The quote one it is nearly the same as that on the head stone of what would be my older sister's grave.

Brenee Ann Smith was born and died on September 11 of 1980. Mom felt 'lead' (I believe that's the Lord's work) to purchase this and also felt compelled to memoralize it. She has used a delicate pink trim and then added the crucifex from her casket piece. The little box in the bottom left corner contained the medal they placed on her wrapped blanket. The box now conatins 2 of the roses from her casket piece. She tore her name from one of the service folders and adhered it, along with a photo of the head stone. Her rattle is elegantly added with notions to the top left corner. In the 2nd photo, it shows how she is displaying this piece. She received a "sleep" gift set from my baby sister at Christams and thought the little lamb added a sweet touch tucked behind the plaque.

Sometimes I wonder who she (Brenee) would be. My daughter is named Brenee as a tribute to her and what she would have been. We call her Aubrey, but I think of Brenee often. I cannot imagine the pain my mom must feel; only comforted by the fact she's with the Lord. With Brenee, I am exactly in the middle of 5 girls! An extra older sister would be quite neat, but the one I have is extraordinary. Occassionally while still in Kansas I would drive down to the cemetary she is at. I didn't leave flowers or anything I should have, I was just compelled to be there. I am sure to visit on my return trip as well. She's just always there, and I 'm thankful.

I love that my mom has created such a beautiful piece of art to keep my sister in our thoughts and prayers. I am often amazed by her creativity and grateful I was given some! God Bless you who read this insight into my life today. With Love-B.

Project # 4 for A Sassy Affair

2009-02-15T18:16:00.000-08:00

Getting the feel for this project, without refdlections, has proven difficult. The thing is-I have had this idea, and the frame, for several months now, inteding to do this! I'm thankful that our week 4 challenge encouraged the use of a frame-and I am quite happy with the results. This is sitting on my living room caginet/basket area, along with my topiary. I used foil with rubons in the corners, and a vellum quote, bazzill edges and doodlebug strips, plus the crystal flowers! I am going to make different themes of these for my Etsy shop and craft shows!

This is the last family snapshot taken in Kansas when we visited the "Keeper of the Plains." I askes a cyclist to take our photo!

I've got to give the boys (long overdue) haircuts, eat, do some laundry, bathe the kids and.....

Hope everything is well for you!! MUAH!

25 Random Things

2009-02-12T09:50:00.000-08:00

I love the idea of this-and I need to post it through Facebook, as I've only been tagged about a bijillion times! lol. I've put quite a bit of thought into these. Here goes.

1.) I believe in Faith. Faith in God brings faith in all things.

2.) I really enjoy the smell of gas and exhaust. This does not, however, make me a fan of pollution!

3.) I am an aspiring artist in the scrapbook world. I especially indulge in custom home decor. My business revolves aroun the industry.

4.) I love make-up. I don't always bother to put it on-but I love it. I am a licensed make-up artist and have done work for theater productions, and tv personalities.

5.) I LOVE animals! We have 2 dogs, a squawky macaw, a snake and 4 fish. We have a cat in Kansas but did not want to subject her to the roaming coyotes!

6.) I should have been the prom queen!

7.) I could stand to loose about 4o pounds. There is a skinny girl somewhere inside of me. I think she's hiding under all of the food I love.

8.) I intend to design for Oprah. I imagine it will be custom decor and scrapbooks!

9.) The greatest gift I've ever been given is motherhood. All I ever wanted to be was a mother. (except for tha brief stint of wanting to be a nun)!

10.) I absolutely adore PINK! Anything and evrything, PINK, PINK, PINK!

11.) I am a hopeless romantic. I am ocassionally indulged by my husband-and look forward to each and every moment of romantic bliss.

12.) I have to have acrylic nails on. They make me feel pretty.

13.) I took piano lessons for years as a child.

14.) I have yet to ever leave the country.

15.) My favorite flavor is cherry.

16.) I literally LOVE my friends!

17.) I DESPISE water! I have NEVER drank a full glass in my life!

18.) Painted toenails are a must.

19.) I am married to my best friend. He is stunning in every way and I admire him.

20.) I think stilieetos are HOT! I collect them but rarely wear them!

21.) I CANNOT STAND food noises. YOU smack your lips I smack your lips!

22.) I have to have soda every day. Sunkist and Barq's root beer are my drugs of choice.

23.) I will have my first book published within 10 years. I'm still writing and have yet to make it a priority. It's there-in my head.

24.) I want to be an optimist.

25.) I believe that "God does everything for a reason!"

Have Faith.

2009-02-11T21:20:00.000-08:00

I am so honored to be on the design team for Faith Sisters. I feel truly inspired and dedicated to documenting my thought, prayers, and faith. This is Week 3 of the "Prayer Challenge." It's all about praying over your children, which I love-and do regularly. The (blurry) scan of the bird is the front side of my card and the other twp photos here are of the back. It unties to reveal my eternal, and bound to be repeated, prayer about their salvation. What a relief it must be for my mother, as all of her daughter's believe in God, and one is with him.

I intend to begin a friend tribute. With each blog post I would like to "highlight/showcase" one of my friends, whom I value dearly. It may take weeks to see your name, as I am can never have too many friends and they will be in no particular order. That is worth repeating. Names will appear in no particular order. I would just like to share with you the amazing attributes I find in the many friends I am so truly blessed with. I will likely begin with tomorrow's post. I need to focus, and prepare! lol. I need to work on my projects for A Sassy Affair and I'm going to watch a movie with my hubby. (In my beautifully done room-THANKS MOM (pictures to come).

We went to Landry's with Chris' boss tonight. He's quite a swell guy. Listen to this. I told him I scrapbooked and he asked if I had a Cricut!!! Hello?!?! He also asked if I had any questions that maybe weren't shared by the employee (yea-my husband). I can recognize that he really values and respects Chris and is willing to go the distance to keep him! Oh-and I asked him what Creme brule is at dessert time and he let me have the first bite of his so that I could try it!! What can I say?!?! He had me at Cricut.....

Missin' Momma

2009-02-10T21:32:00.000-08:00

So I recognize that it has been awhile since my last post. I've been busy with my mom here-and the house, kids and myself are all better because of it! My mom inspired me while here. She set such a great example, it made me realize where I was lacking. She did not nag and criticize me as I had expected. We barely argued twice (and I was RIGHT once and wrong the other). It was an amazing treat for her to be here, let alone bring curtains, gifts and help with chores. She must have mated over 100 pair of socks! Seriously. These 2 pictures are my favorite from her visit. We were going out on our surprise date Saturday night. I intended to take her to dinner before entertainment, but we had eaten a late lunch and been out. So off to B-I-N-G-O we went-at Sandia Resort and Casino (see photo below). We had a great time and sat across from a nice older couple. Did you know you can play digitally?!?! Yep-what is this world coming to?! We had WAY too many cards to handle and must have disposed of the winning ones because we left with less than we went in with! lol. I'd do it again tonight if she were here.

I was going to get my toes re-painted too, but it didnt work out. Aubrey was delighted to sit back and eat a sandwich during her polish!

This is the ONE photo I started with-and ended with after I was busted by security! Oh well. I'm going to take a picture of my dauber to go along with it! Isn't my mom just as pretty as can be?! I may be slightly biased but I know it's true as well-so that makes it a fact. We also did Valentine's ehile she was here. I have several photos of the kids enjoying their unnecessary gifts! lol. I have had so many things to say and it's so late now that they're not coming to mind. Did I say how glad I was to have my mom here?! I sure miss everyone-quite intensely sometimes. Tonight I'm reminding myself to be a "big girl." Aubrey reminds me of Fergie's song that "Big girls DON'T CRY!" Whatever. I'm missing my mom now. She can use a drill (I'm thoroughly impressed, as I really don't have that skill) and makes amazing guacamole (from what I hear-I WILL NOT EAT IT)! She has more energy now and less pain. She was everything I've always wanted her to be for me.

I guess that's why I'm so sad. We've really never been that good at communicating with each other. I so badly wanted to just curl up in her lap and feel her run her fingers through my hair as she used to do when I was a young girl. I still want to do that.

This is me as I sat in the car leaving the airport tonight. That's her lipstick on my cheek. She cried too. That means she loves me. We've never been that great at raw emotion either. It doesn't get anymore raw than this.

The house is quiet now. I have finished my Faith Sisters project and I should head upstairs. My kids are outstanding, as is my husband and I know that I am truly blessed-yet......it all sure felt a little more comforting when my momma was just a few feet away.

Here's to my head calming down and sweet dreams to be had by all. Muah.

Friday Favorites!

2009-02-06T12:08:00.000-08:00

My friend Lori usually posts her Friday Favorites (which is how I came by the Fabulous Cupcake-cake pan). Today is my first time and will be without pictures, as I'm hading out with mom! So-here goes:

1.) My mom is here! I can breathe her perfume, listen to her talk (or snore) and generally enjoy her un-critical and helpful presence!

2.)Pain killers and Ambien! HA! Without the fanntastic use of moder medicine, I would not be able to live as comfprtably as I do in this pathetic excuse of a body I have!

3.)Blogs. I am a stalker and have come across many a great site and talent through blogs. I enjoy writing out my ordeals here and I'm thankful for those I've had the pleasure of crossing paths with through blogging!

4.)Faith Sisters. I love the inspiration I can find through the creations of others, inspired all by our Lord!

5.)Hockey discovery. My husband just joined a league, never having skated before! I love that he's succumbed to his friends encouraging him to join them and is now enjoying this sport, embracing all of the details!

I'm not sure these all count as typical favorites, however they're what came to mind. I could go on and on. I'm working on my 25 random things. Check back for that list! Muah.

Happy Groundhog Day!

2009-02-03T12:34:00.001-08:00

{A day late that is. Did he see his shadow? I haven't heard. And where has the week gone?! Into my intense winter cleaning I suppose

{My mom is coming today! She should have already been here-but her flight had engine trouble (probably a bird) and stinky people. She's been re-routed and is in Denver on a layover. We'll pick her up at 4:22! My house is spotless, just the way I like it.

{This is a picture of my Project #2 for A Sassy Afair. If I never see bling again, it will be too soon! Aubrey made her own as well. She recruited Jace to help. Adorable.

{I did NOT make the Creative Mess design team as I had hoped. I was pretty bummed, as it gave me that horrible "I'm not good enough feeling" but I know God does everything for a reason. She did ask me to be a guest designer. That will be nice. I really like her.

{Chris took me (and the kids) to Taos Saturday. It was stunningly beautiful. I'll add a couple of my favorite pics. And I forced him to stop at this really cool old rickety bridge. It was private-but given my nature, I snuck on! Oh-and check out that sign! Thats a "You're not in Kansas anymore" moment! And the rainbow and rain! Breathtaking. Thank you Lord for all of this you have given us to enjoy here on Your Earth!

I am my mother

2009-01-27T11:30:00.000-08:00

....in all of her BEST ways that is. There are several attributes that I wish not to carry on-however, I am still her. I even use the Vaseline bath salt she always uses-so I smell like her! That's when I was convinced! ;) I gladly accept this, as she is beautiful, intelligent and the best gift giver ever! Even as an adult, she surprises me and my kids with things she knows we'll like. (I like to do that too)! I get all of my craftiness and talent from her. She is so very talented, as you may have seen from previous posts, and inspires me. Lori-she has a great laugh, and I try not to take her for granted, especially 600 miles away! She is planning a trip soon. I am quite nervous, as my house is not everything I want it to be yet and she tends to be critical. I know it's not Mother's Day or any special day, but shouldn't every day be special?!

Project #1

2009-01-25T17:37:00.000-08:00

So I'm a part of this creative challenge blog called A Sassy Affair. It is hosted by the very talented Summer Crook out of Wichita, Kansas. We are focusing on home decor (which you all know is my FAVORITE) for 6 weeks.

This week we were to work with canvas, which was a first for me. I used modge podge and newspaper over the entire thing, then painted a thin coat of tan, then cut ALL the letters out (BLAH!), temporarily pasted them, spray painted, then glitter sprayed, then peeled all the letters off and added my scrap touches! WOW! Some did their home names, golf courses, etc. I was led to do The Lord's Prayer. The jury is out as far as my final opinon of this. I intended it for my downstairs hallway and it looks like art under the sconce light. What do you think?!

A Few Favorites

2009-01-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

Hollan is so stinkin' cute! I love practicing photography (a new rebel is on my list). Hollan's baby pictures turned out fabulous, and I had to showcase my my favorite baby 'part,' FEET! I quit liking them when they become teenage feet, but unitil then, they're just adorable! His 18 month old photos were just as nice and I really enjoyed working with that paper. I'll always remember when Jace lost his first tooth. He wrote a note to the Tooth Fairy asking her to leave his tooth for my scrfapbook! The note and tooth are both in the pouch. My friend Tracy Shaffer in Wichita shared some awesome brads and eyelets, including the teeth! And, I used rub-ons on a photo for the first time here.

I have several other layouts I intend to scan in. I just love the scan-and-stitch program. The inventor of that is top notch in my book! I'm going to try to gather some more Mardi Gras Crop items today. So far, prizes are coming along nicely. I'm really excited and contemplating a Crop-for-a-Cause in honor of National Scrapbook Month.

I suppose it's time to get these kiddos around for school and the day. Blessings to each of you checking in with me! Have a great day!

I DID IT!

2009-01-21T16:53:00.000-08:00

I actually completed the required projects and e-mailed my hopeful submission for a design team. I will have to wait until the announcement to show you my layouts. I will, however, share with you this card I whipped up and love. It's a little refurbished, but an original none the less.

Chris has been working like CRAZY. I miss him and it's straining-but don't tell.

My studio is all cleaned up and rearranged. I LOVE IT! -Maybe that will be my photo for the day. I'll share tomorrow.

I hope that you are doing well, feeling inspired for the change we are to expect with our new President! I am hubled and amazed to be blessed in the United States of America!!

I heart the Del Curto's

2009-01-20T20:42:00.000-08:00

So I would have to label Brandi as my new BFF and the bonus is that I'm in l-o-v-e with her kids! There's not a one of them I wouldn't take as my own and it's a joy and honor to be blessed with them in our lives! Seriously-look at Audrey a.k.a. Pie, the 2 year old. Do they come any cuter?! I don't think so. *Extra bonus-Audrey is a future Thornburgh as Hollan's wife. Aren't they cute together?! (Shortly after this pic Trey came running up to me yelling, "Holland and Audrey kissed on the lips!" It was delightful. Trey is the oldest, he's 8 and handsome as can be. He has diabetes, so I've learned a lot about that lately. Devin is the pretty 6 year old. She's just as sweet as can be with the most precious little freckles!! They are all beautiful, well behaved, great spirited children. What more can I say?! Dante (the dad) is the only one I'm not emotionally attached to at this point! -I'm going to quit now before I sound like an over zealous stalker! They're just great-and I'm so excited-and SO VERY VERY blessed!

Happy MLK Jr. Day!

2009-01-19T10:32:00.000-08:00

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase."

- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Love this quote I swiped from Lori's blog. It's so true. I want to live like that every day.

My house is clean (well the downstairs-that's all that matters-right) and I've re-arranged my studio-so that feel good. I found three boxes of stuff I'd stashed-so now it's like it's new!! LOVE THAT! There's a design team I want to audition for (I may have previously mentioned) so I need to finish creating my submissions. Wish me luck! That will be in between having Brandi's AWESOME kids over for awhile. I'm blessed to have them while she catches up from being out of town and takes a few moments for HERSELF (and cleans up) lol. I just adore them-I'll try to take a few pics-you just have to see how sweet they are!

I'm hosting a Mardi Gras crop February 28th if you want to join us. There will be lots of food, fun and fellowship (3 of my favorite f's)! You don't have to earn your beads-but I could be bribed. lol. I'm already planning and collectin prizes and decor! It's gonna ROCK!

On with the day......

Blog Love

2009-01-18T20:31:00.000-08:00

Oh Yea! Here they are, in all of their glory! I'm going to let them end with me for now, as just about all of the bloggers I enjoy have been passing them and we could go on forever. I am so happy to be awarded! Thank you Cathy and Julie! And an extra special thanks to Julie, without which, I would not be able to post these! lol

P.S. Alicia-I had no idea you still followed me! It was such a nioce surprise to find your comment! Your blog is still invite only and I don't know the password. Please e-mail me! I totally miss you too! Ganza time is going to be SO sad, but it was not my choice not to be there. Please file all complaints with Scrap Fanattic! lol.

Jenni Bowlin!

2009-01-16T09:11:00.000-08:00

As soon as I spotted this Jenni Bowlin paper I knew exactly what picture I'd put with it. I scrap so randomly. I may do something from 20 years ago or yesterday! I'm pretty happy with the way this turned out. I cut out the three circles from another patterned paper and schalacked (yep-I made that word up-sound it out) them with glossy accents (by Ranger). I loved some brad charms I found last week at Michaels, so one of those is tied into the ribbons-with a clear dangle from Heidi Swapp (gotta add some Heidi)! I also experimented with liquid pearls. I used the silver. What do you think?

Clear Scraps is releasing some new minis! I can't wait to get my hands on some of those! I'm considering applying for 2 design teams (Color Me Daisy and Shimmerz) but I'm a little hesitant because of my fear of rejection! Either way, I will continue to enjoy the things they both offer.

I found my new primary care physician yesterday. She prescribed some new lortab for my fibromayalgia pain that has been way out of control! I really like her and New Mexico feels even more real now! Sometimes it's still hard to believe I'm such a big girl! lol.

Pray

2009-01-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

I'm so delighted to be a part of this incredible prayer journey through Faith Sisters. It's all about praying scripture over your children! Love that! I've decided I'll scrap this with the 7 gypsies ATC card holder. I'm excited to begin filling it. This is my first card! My secret scrap sister gave my some bling to start the New Year and it co-ordinated perfectly with the paper I chose from Little Yellow Bicycle!

{In other news-my blog friend Cathy recently posted a new nature-y line that Michael's was carrying. Well-it must be through select locations because our local Michael's has the same ole' thing. However-I drove into downtown Albuquerque and hit the motherload! The best are the 2 new lines from Making Memories. Sabrina (my favorite color combo of pink/white/black) and Chloe's Closet! I had to have it ALL! I don't know whether to thank her or hit her! lol. Really-I am so thrilled I intend to send her a little something....

{Oh...and my friend Lori Renn has her own stamp designs now released through The Rubber Cafe! I am so excited for her and such an amazing opportunity. Be sure to check them out!

{A special hello with hugs and misses to my girlfriends in Kansas keeping up with me. Michielle, Huelsman, Gina......I love you ladies and think of you often!

*blogspot must be acting up today because it will not allow spacing in between paragraphs...uughhhhh, hence the { seperations ;)

Does Anyone Know Anyone.....

2009-01-10T18:42:00.000-08:00

that I can buy a Becky Higgins 365 kit from?! I would be eternally grateful! Please?!

If Only I could Just Click My Heels

2009-01-10T08:57:00.000-08:00

This is how my living room looked at 5:30 this morning. I was dressed and ready to go. This is also how my living room looks at 10:00 am, waiting for me to UN-pack!

I cannot be too upset, as I am a mom. In my previous post I noted that without Katelyn, I would not be making the 12 hour journey alone. Well, her 9 month old woke up vomiting at 3am and she decided not to try. I understand. I am disappointed but ultimately, it was not meant to be. I'm glad it was a surprise so there won't be much disappointment on the other end! I was in tears, and still thought of venturing alone, depending on my daughters reaction. She is the most dramatic and doesn't get over things easily. I woke her up and explained and through my tears I said I just didn't want her to be mad. She said, "I'm not mad momma. Now dry up those tears!" Then she cuddled back up in her bed. What a great girl! I am bribing them with a movie this afternoon and hopefully we'll hang out with the Del Curtado's (though she's been sick too)! I stand firm in the fact that "God does everything for a reason!" That's all we need to know!

Follow the Yellow Brick Road

2009-01-09T16:10:00.000-08:00

I am plaaning to surprise my family this weekend with a trip home! My mother's birthday was yesterday and her party is Sunday and it has all come together for us to go! My friend Katelyn also has family in Kansas so she will be joining me (without which, I would not be going)! So, tomorrow morning at 7:30am we will be off to Wichita! I am really excited to see my nephews, and my sisters, and my friends, and ....you get the idea. It will also be a surprise to my M.I.L., who will be delighted to see her angel, Aubrey. We will be staying at Dr. Aunt Brea's house, also known as my older sister. She's the only one there who knows we're coming! I'll try to check in while I'm there if I can, and if not, then I'll check back in on Tuesday when we come home!

Blessings! B.

I've wanted to post....

2009-01-08T17:22:00.000-08:00

but I love logging in and seeing Mickey (yeah-we're on a first name basis now)! lol. I have really enjoyed this 365 challenge (though I would prefer it with a Becky Higgins kit!

This is the latest deocration to go into my craft room! Notice it matches the bra!!

I must share with you the dialouge that accompnies the phot of Hollan and myself here at the bottom......

Hollan: "Mom, when you're done petting me; I'm gonna give you a medal!"

Mom: "A medal....for what?!"

Hollan: "Cuz you a princess and I gonna marry you and you gonna kiss me!"

*Unbelievable! I will cherish that mommy moment as long as I live. And when I scrap it, I hope it to be enjoyed after my time here is through.

**note: he just came up and saw that picture and said "Momma-can we do that agin?!"

...everyday if I have anything to say about it! He's always been my sweet cuddle-r!

I heart Mickey Rourke

2009-01-06T16:04:00.000-08:00

So obviously I'm an 80's fan! I'm proud to love big hair and Poison! Recently I have discovered Mickey Rourke and....ahhhhh. Mind you, I am a fan of PRE-bad plastic surgery, life issues M.R., but a fan none the less. God bless him.....and his eyes.....and his muscles......and.......

Creativity-must be in our DNA

2009-01-05T09:25:00.000-08:00

Hollan received Diego stickers from Gram for Christmas. He was so....imaginitive. He must have his mother's creativity ;)

ONE picture a day?!?

2009-01-04T12:53:00.000-08:00

Does anyone take just one photo at a time? I suppose I'll have to choose a favorite. And does it count if Chris takes the picture so that I can be in it?! Details, details. We had a delightful day at the park yesterday. Beautiful weather and I exercise there too. I would like to do the same today but it is snowing pretty good here. We have been church shoppingg and talking with the Elders fron the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I enjoy their visits but ultimately, I want Chris to be comfortable and lead our family spiritually. He does not want to do that as a Mormon. I hope to continue to experience their religion, but wew have now found a church home. I am excited to be new members of the Destiney Center! The Elder/Pastor Jarome gave a great message, inspiring me to create a life plan for 2009. I already began a business plan for Flair and Frills, and I think the will go hand in hand.

Ugghh...I am quite irritable today and I don't like it! I need to create for my first Faith Sisters assignment! I'm looking forward to everything they have to offer and inspire for 2009!

So these are a few photos from yesterday and today. I wore the jacket my mom made for me to church! I'm off to clean and create! Wait-maybe I'll skip the cleaning!

2009

2009-01-02T09:27:00.000-08:00

We had a great time ringing in the New Year with some of our close friends here. I intended on having more pictures to share-especially including me-but it just didnt happen. These are a few on the night's highlights. 1.) The best self shot I got of our New Year's kiss. 2.) The first injury of 09. Caleb tripped into Aubey and she went into the table-with her face. It's nice and colorful now, as you can see. 3.) Jason popped open the champagne. 4.) Hollan enjoyed sparkling apple-grape juice-too cute! 5.) Jackie and Laurie-pretty girls (who think I'm gorgeous and therfore easily made my new friends list). lol 6.) My favorite new memory-Jason trying to light the fireworks that we later found out were the pull kind!! HA! (In my defense-the were cone shaped)!! 7.) Jace made new friends and coerced them into playing Toy Story Monopoly.

I'm hoping on the 365 wagon. Inspired by Kollette Hall, I am going to take at least 1 picture everyday. I really want to use Becky Higgins' kit but they are gone! Photo #1 is the shot of Aubs and her face. We'll see what #2 brings.

I do intend to exercise more and cuss less. Other than that-I will strive for general life improvement as a wife and mother.

Blessings to you in this wondeerful New Year God has given us!

Christmas-MY mom's style.

2008-12-31T09:31:00.000-08:00

*Be sure to scroll down to my previous post today, after you finish this one-it's not to be missed!

I made the kids wait for daddy to get home and then we got down to business. Each of the giant bags was filled with our 'stocking' goodies.

Do you think Jace was enjoying himself?! HE had already discovered his much coveted "Ash Catchem" hat and zero gravity car-and then he found his Chiefs stuff!! lol. Aubrey investigated every detail. Hollan had to change immediately when he found monkey jammies and then he began playing with his Wonder Pets toy-and he hasnt stopped!

Even daddy had several nice surprises, including the world's smallest fishing pole and a new auto wrench. It's hard to cath him with a genuine smile-so I love this pic.

These are just a sampling of the MANY photos I took. In hind sight, I shouldnt have evn picked up after round 1 of Christmas, because you certainly couldn't tell. My sisters and mom will be celebrating Christmas tonight, fortunately (?) they don't read my blog so no secrets are revealed. lol. Their celebration will include a "dirty Santa" gift exchange. That is so wrong! lol. We will be attending Phillip and Jen's New Year's Eve family-friendly party from 7:30 until about 9, at which point we will go to Jason and Kelli's and ring in the New Year a little quieter. I'd like to create a little today, and polish up my Resolution list. lol. -more to follow on that!

I wish you a very blessed New Year, full of a joy and peace for you and your loved ones!

You're gonna want one....

2008-12-31T09:11:00.000-08:00

My mom's Christmas package arrived, much to my delight. I saw the U.P.S. truck pull up the Court and I anxiously waited at the door for hime to deliver our giant box full of treasures! Seriously-the kids were still picking up and I dove in! The first thing I saw was this beautifil bag, decorated in my favorite color combo pink/black/white (in that order). Inside were more amazing, hand made creations. Now this is no small feat for mom because she has a lot of circulation problems and Fibro. So it was quite a surprise-and a cherished one. Look at all of the details on the vest, and the jacket! BEAUTIFUL-and did I mention cherished?! Aubrey was delighted to find a purple set for herself! (I'll get some better-unmodeled pictures to share). *that's a note pinned inside my jacket-telling me to spot clean only. lol. They are hung nicely in my closet-but I'm thinking of displaying them in my matching craft room! Thanks momma. You're a gem. (and the best gift giver EVER)

Catching up....

2008-12-29T11:20:00.000-08:00

I have FOUR posts today. Yep-this one and 3 MORE! I wanted to tell things individually, with the pictures to accompany the occassion. My moms package is supossed to arrive today! I can't wait! She is the BEST gift giver!!! It is such a joy to check the mail this time of year! And U.P.S. never has anything bad to deliver!! I'll be cleaning up and doing a New Year business plan until then. Enjoy the following.

Christmas Eve

2008-12-29T11:06:00.000-08:00

What a joy. We started a new tradition for Christmas Eve-PIZZA! Afterwards, we opened family gifts. This has been my family tradition since I was little, including that each person take turns, youngest to oldest. We got the kids each a new set of jammies for the night and an activity. My sister Brea sent them each a special stuffed animal that accompanied the certificate entitaling them to NAME THEIR OWN STAR!! I had to have a picture of them in their classic Rudolph shirts-too cute-and they lit up! (-love classic Rudolph)

Shortly after presents, the doorbell rang and we had our own carolers!!! Our elders from LDS got to choose one family each and our beloved Elder Powers chose us! What a delight. They also brought amazing frosted sugar cookies! A perfect way to end the evening!

Christmas Day

2008-12-29T10:48:00.000-08:00

Christmas day was peaceful and brought the joy of the season. As I previously stated, Santa was generous. We ate brunch and enjoyed our new gifts. Even the dogs got just what they wanted! And di I mention Santa brought us a new Dyson vacuum?! I had made the kids add it to their list to be sure Santa heard. lol. and We called all of our loved ones back home to wish them our love and holiday cheer and then we went to Brian and Danielle's for Christmas dinner. There were four of us couples, along with our kiddos and I LOVE that everyone has become such close friends. Danielle made traditional lasagna, we brought the salad, Jen and Phillip brought the bread (long story ;) and Jason and Kelli brought dessert (Kelli made fabulous pies that no one had room for following dinner)! lol. Despite being a little behind schedule, it went off without a hitch. The kids had there own two tables (one for buys, one for girls) and Danielle brought out the china. It was peaceful and intimate and one of my favorite Christmas' to date. Following dinner we had the adult gift exchange. Chris and I ended up with awesome pressents. Mine is a set of tall mugs that say "naughty" on one side and "nice" on the other and he got a "National Lampoon's" set which he loves. We played Imaginiff-a game of getting to know each other. It brought tons of laughs and shared joy and coined the phrase "He got it from the ass!" -rofl-thanks Kelli. That's a whole other story. lol, and Brian can now be called Marvin instead. It got late and everyone rounded up about midnight. We couldn't ask for a better group of friends here. It really is home now.

*You'll have to review the phots backwards to accompany my journal.

Christmas Lights

2008-12-29T10:08:00.000-08:00

Ever since I was a little girl, I have enjoyed going to look at Christmas lights. We would load up as a family (hoping you got a window seat) and venture out one night during the holiday season. Now with my own children, we would drive through The Lights on St. Paul every night on our way home in Kansas! I love Christmas lights! So naturally; I had to find the best Albuquerque has to offer- thus winding up at The River of Lights. They transofrm the Botanical Gardens into a walk-thru display. Bundled up-we set out. Just outside the gate were authentic carolers!! They were amazing-as you can hear in my video-and kind enough to pose with me. The lights here are very different. They were rope style lights put into hundreds of different designs. Some were set to music, others were mechanical (like the dinosaur). The normal James and the Giant Peach style garden was turned into a Charlie and the Chocolate Factory style candy land. I caouldn't resist-as you can tell!! It was interesting, enjoyable, and best of all-great to have a family night. We had a fantastic evening.

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-25T13:06:00.001-08:00

and a special Happy Birthday to Jesus!! Without Him we would be nothing.

Christmas Eve traditions included pizza and presents! The kids were quick to put on their new jammies but not so quick to go to sleep in them! I was beginning to think Santa was not going to make it! lol

My hubby gave me a set of 1/2 carat, princess cut diamond earrings! They are absolutely delightful. I would share a picture with you but I've already put them in-and they SCREW out-so they're permanently in place!

Santa was over indulgent, as usual! He even brought our family a new Dyson!! YES! I will be happily vacuuming away soon-but not too soon. Our house could easily be declared an F5-the aftermath is devastating! lol Chris and I snuggled up on the sofa and dozed a little while the kids enjoyed all of their new luxuries and watched their new dvds. We will join our couple friends and their familes at 5pm for cocktail hour, followed by Danielle's traditional lasagna at 6pm! I am looking forward to an intimate evening with close friends. I really miss our family back home, however the peace and humbleness that the season is truly about is quite-well peaceful.

My hubby said-who won your giveaway?! So it was time to draw. I can honetly say that I really enjoyed the stories you ladies were willing to share with me. I am blessed to have you in my life. That being said-there can only be one winner and my official "drawer" this time was Hollan, my 3-year-old and he chose "The Tucker's and Wolek's!" Angie, please e-mail me your address and I will get your goodies sent out this week! (brynnthornburgh@gmail.com)

I tuly wish each of you reading this the best holiday season possible, complete with the spirit that accompanies it, and everything your heart desires. Blessings, Brynn

A Christmas Giveaway

2008-12-21T17:21:00.000-08:00

My blog is progressing amazingly! The traffic feed shows visits from around the world!! Unbelievable. I got my Etsy store up and going this week (Flair and Frills) and made an incredible design team (Faith Sisters)! So-in honor of new found blog friends, my continuing pursuit of scrap fame, and the spirit of Christmas - I have a gift for you! Is there anything better to receive at Christmas than scrapbook supplies (other than diamond stud earrings and a Dyson vacuum)?! I think not! So here's my proposal-share with me (in my comments) your favorite Christmas memory, specifically related to the spirit of giving, and I will send you a box full of brand new goodies, including acrylic stamps, fiber/ribbon, distress stickles, and lots of other fun stuff it would take too long to mention! You have until Christmas Eve, at which time I will draw a name from those applicable and announce the name of the luck lady on Christmas Day!!!

I can't wait to check in and learn more about each of you! May you find peace and happiness as you finish up your holiday prep. I finished my first ever banner (inspired by my blog friend Lori) and my (increasingly beloved) Secret Scrap Sister surprised me with a beautiful set of Crate Paper items on my front porch this evening!

I am just so very blessed for the life the Lord has given me. Thank YOU for being a part of it.

In awe!

2008-12-19T19:19:00.000-08:00

So-did you see whose name is listed under New Membvers for the Creative Challenge Team of Faith Sisters?! Yep-that's me!! I can't believe it. They are SO amazing. They share their faith, and love of scrapbooking with weekly scripture challenges and even a gallery! I am honored and humbled to design for them!

Oh yeah.....

2008-12-18T10:57:00.000-08:00

So.....this is my latest personal creation. It's copyrighted but I'll be posting it in my etsy store! I LOVE IT! YEP-it's a scrapped bra!!! I'm not sure how many scalloped circles I used, plus an endless amount of bling and adhesive. It is now proudly hanging in my scrap room and it makes me smile.

I redid my mom's necklace. I just wasnt happy with that purple out come-so I'm posting a pic of the front and back of the final outcome. It shipped out two days ago. I hope she likes it. It will also be posted in my Etsy Flair and Frills store, as it can be customized in so many ways.

My hubby ran to the border last night! Being here in NM is the closest I've ever been to OLD Mexico ;) He and his new BFF Scott went in surch of the Disney outlet from South Cali. Treasures should return home soon-with him TOMORROW!!! YEA!! (Yea that he's home-gifts are just a bonus).

Christmas is pretty much wrapped up-less a few big Santa items! I surprised at how complacent I am this holiday season, and I quite like it! I would be fine without any gifts and I'm grateful to be grateful for what I have-without even faking it!!! (lol) Now I'm going to try to be grateful for all of the laudry that awaits me.

MUAH

SNO*W

2008-12-15T17:28:00.000-08:00

First of all, there should be frequent shipping rewards, especially if you jus moved. lol. I think I deserve a VIP membership to USPS, including a "go to the front of the line" card!! Who do I need to talk to about that?!

Aubrey, Hollan and I ran errands in the snow today. The snow still continues to fall down heavily, blocking any view of fthe mountains. It is white everywhere, and magical. The kids couldn't wait to get out and play in it. They finally got their wish around 5pm, after Jace got home from school.

Above are all of the hot cocoa sundae cones we made for gifts. They have been waiting for me to give them tags and I finally got it done! Also-the necklace I made for my mom. I thought loved it but now I'm not so sure. It has black velvet ribbon with a silver clasp and all of the gandchild names are on the back. Maybe it's the flower I dont like....it may change!

They always say time flies!

2008-12-14T08:30:00.001-08:00

So-my baby is three now!! It's amazing to me because we have an entirely different life too. It's almost surreal, as I'VE become such a big girl as well!! Once I showed him how to make three with his finger, he was delighted to pose for me!!

We got the dogs new jingle bell collars for the season. I'm not sure how long I can stand it, but the kids think it's great when Haan shakes rally fast and sounds just like Santa! Haan is not so amused, Buttons tolerates it.

I've been creating, trying to finish gifts that need to be made. Plans changed a little, but I'm content with the outcome. No calandars as I had planned, but oh well. My big sis buys for all of us and doesn't have children herself, so the little "Bea's Mom" necklace is for her. Beatrice is her beloved doggie and becuase she is a Dr. I kept it simple. The black and green button necklace is for my BFF Chrissy. She doesn't adore the rings as I do but I think she'll have a hard time not loving this-especially with the dog house charm I added!!

I hope that all of your holiday prepartions are progressing well. I've got some more stuff to accomplish, check back soon!!

*note, I recognize that calendar indeed ends with Ar.

2008-12-12T12:40:00.000-08:00

Cookie Sheet Calenders

2008-12-12T12:26:00.000-08:00

These were both originally intended to be gifts-but now, only one is. After making the countdown calender I decided to keep itI Although I love the way the perpetual calender turned out, it will still be sent to Kansas......maybe!

Faith Sisters

2008-12-12T09:13:00.001-08:00

Have you experienced Faith Sisters? They are a group of gals filled with inspiration. I only wish I had found them before these past few weeks-I am loving their creativity and spirituality. Visit them at http://www.faithsisters.com/ and start faithbooking!

Have you seen these layouts of mine? Christmas 1987!! WOW!

LOVE it....

2008-12-11T14:51:00.000-08:00

So this is the first time I've ever attempted ANYTHING digital with pictures like this and I must say that I love how it turned out. Of course, they had to have "real" embellishments before they could be mailed out-but check out my Christmas cards! YEA! And they all went out 2 days ago! Whew-$.20 extra cents per card is what those embellishments cost me (less the dove that is a punch)-times 5o cards! And totally worth it. Oh-and did you see those sweet little models? They were bribed to take pictures if they wanted to see Santa! And I "flipped" Hollan, as he was facing the other way and it threw off the card. Love it. Photoshop here I come!

Has It Really Been THAT long?

2008-12-10T16:11:00.000-08:00

In my defense-I had a fabulous, lengthy update the Sunday after Thanksgiving, photos and all-and when I went to post it-there was a default and it was gone.

Back now!

We had a FABULOUS Thanksgiving. So much to be thankful for. This was my first year to do the cooking. Andman did I cook-EVERYTHING! My turkey was delish and it all came together well. I was quite proud, and not too shabby for a first timer.

No Black Friday sales for me. My dad(step) and grandma came in and we did up ANOTHER dinner for Friday. It was just as good. We played a TON of Monopoly-it's my dads favorite (he collects it) and Jace is big enought to enjoy a few versions now.

That Saturday we went to the infamous and historical Loretto Chapel in Santa Fe. It was BEAUTIFUL and BREATHTAKING! My dad let me use his awesome SLR camera and I snagged some great photos-if I do say so myself. Growing up so VERY catholic it was quite inspiring. I was moved to tears when my little girl kneeled down at the front alter to pray.

Since then we've been keeping busy. Chris is now gone to California until just before Christmas. I am trying to get everything ready for Christmas! The tree went up. The stockings are hung and I'm closing in on gifts. I still have a few more to make but right now my scrap room is a disaster (about an F3). And then they need to be mailed, as we are NOT returning to Kansas this year. It's a little bittersweet. I miss everyone terribly-especially my nephews-but ultimately we decided it's best to stay put for awhile. We hope to return in the first quarter of 2009, so long as they hire an assistant for Chris that can cover.

Well-I better get on with my to-do list. I hope you had a thankful Thanksgiving! I'm thankful for YOU!

Blessings-B.

P.S. I'm choosing a select few of the hundreds of photos I'd love to share (they went up in backwards order again). Enjoy.

Air Balloons and Road Runners

2008-11-24T21:54:00.001-08:00

Those 2 things are quite common around her-and in the last few days we've had our closest encounters yet! First-we went to explore higher ground, as the clouds were coming up from behind the mountains and whisping up like fingers grabbing them. Needless to say I wanted a picture (without a power line in it). In our upward search a road runner ran across the (yep you guessed it) road! Then-it stopped, posed, and let me take a great picture of it!!! (Chrissy says it must be a scrapbook road runner)! Saturday, Eagle Ranch Gymnastics was having their grand opening. We've been looking for a good class for Hollan so we checked it out. It was awesome-and even better with tethered hot air balloon rides available. Oh-and I don't know who the hell that skinny kid is-but he was NOT welcome in my pictures!! I've also included a few shots of my continuing effort to make the house a home.

What the CRAP?!? My picture folder shows those turned counter-clockwise!! Arrrggghhh....

MUAH

Mini Me

2008-11-19T19:28:00.000-08:00

Because it is ABSOLUTELY too fabulous to keep to myself; I am going to attempt to upload a video to share with you (It's at the bottom. Scroll down and push play NOW). It's just a short clip but worth watching none the less. Afterwards I asked her why she was doing this and she said. "Because I want to be like you mommy!" I suppose I need to remember that more frequently so that I can be the person I want HER to be. Rumor has it that I did this myself as a child, though I must say I think it WASN'T with livestock/farm animals!

I've made some more advances on the house. Laundry is quite daunting right now but it never does itself (no matter how much, I hope, dream or even PRAY it to).

My hair has gone darker for fall, as it tends to. Oh-we visited Roswell, NM for our Saturday day trip this past weekend. It is famous for "The Roswell Incident" to be followed by Area 51. It was a lot of fun. The WHOLE town is geard towards aliens. Their well stocked scrapbook store carried some great UFO styled stuff for my advantage too! I'll add a few of those pics for your enjoyment too!

I'm taking an online class that is going really well. It's definately more work than I thought it entailed but I think it'll be worth it. I've been massaging on the side. I did the deepest tissue EVER on Monday, and my shoulders are still paying the price! My Christmas shopping is underway, but I have a "Monkey Birthday" to put on first! (Both the child AND the theme is/are MONKEY!)

I received a subponea to appear for a court trial on the 25th. I must note that I was a WITNESS and not involved in any way! (It's for my sisters ex(THANK GOD) boyfriend). Unfortunately for any of you missing me-I will not be returning for it, as they "let you out" of your obligation if you reside more than 60 miles away-and I'm about 600.

WOW! This video is taking FOREVER to process. I don't know how much more babbling you can take! Oh-and now it's sideways! Sorry-turn your head!!!! ....but I turned those samn pictures!!!

Ok-stuff to do-my husband's acting like a retard-I'll try to get pictures for next time. *MUAH*

YEA!

2008-11-13T09:33:00.000-08:00

So-wanna know a secret? I have had a Cricut Expression and the Software for almost a year now and up until yesterday-I HAD NEVER USED EITHER! I kno-it's just crazy. I decided I wanted to experiment with vinyl for my walls and then my Expression wouldn't co-operate! I called Tracey and we tried a few things but she hadn't used the vinyl or 12x24 mat. She reffered me to Summer. AHHHH! I had never actually TALKED to Summer-she's PERFECT and I've always been intimidated! I took the leap-and she called me. And get this-she's also SUPER SWEET! (I keep hoping to find out she's like a female Dexter or has some other dark side;) So-she told me she always just uses her software. And after uploads and updates-IT WORKED! I painted the accent pices to coordinate with my colors and IT IS BEAUTIFUL (if I do say so myself)! My only regret is that I waited this long!!! Uppercase Living? Why? I can cutom make wall accents for 90% of the cost! Is my excitement coming through my blog?!?! I've gotta go-my vinyl awaits!!!!

P.S. I couldn't have done it without you Summer. THANKS!

P.S.S. Do you like my miniature dachsund accent on the sofa?!?!

Out for Laffs

2008-11-11T21:58:00.000-08:00

Yes-I know that I spelt that untraditionally-that's the name of the comedy club we went to Saturday night for date night. We went with our friends Danielle and Brian, Russ, Jackie and Rebecca. It was a BLAST. Afterwards those of us that rode together (the first 3 listed) went to Turtle Mountain for a drink. It was a fabulous night. Special thanks to my friend Janalynn who opted to stay home and keep my 3 along with her 3!

Speaking of laughs-I found out a few days ago that my husband can STAND ON HIS HEAD! YEP! And I have pictures to prove it! How could he not have ever mentioned this skill? After a few minutes I demanded he become upright again-still laughing at the remarkability of the situation.

We all joined Chris for a call to Gallup, 8 miles outside of Arizona. We enjoyed a fabulous lunch at Cracker Barrel and then explored Red Rock Park, notably named for its GIANT RED ROCKS! The most interesting part was Church rock. It was cloudy and somewhat chilly but enjoyablle none the less.

I'm fairly tired now...off to bed. Hop you're enjoying sweet dreams!

P.S. The pictures are obviously in backwards order of my narration. I always forget which way to load them! More to come from the Museum of Natural History and "Mini-Me!"

To satisfy loyal blog stalkers.....

2008-11-06T10:25:00.001-08:00

ESPECIALLY YOU HUELSMAN!

Everything is progressing nicely. IT amazes me how quickly the days pass. It seems as though I updated a few days ago, but it's going on 2 weeks! I'm disappointed that ScrapFunattic has chosen to try the upcoming Ganza without my frills, but I respect their choice and I hope it is successful none the less. I will miss those of you that I may otherwise not see! (Complaints can be yielded at 316.733.0029!)

I am still trying to make the house a home. It's slow going. Halloween was fabulous. In oposite fashion, I have posted the pics on my myspace, but not here. I attended a Pampered Chef party Monday night. 4 of us girls went together while the husbands kept the kids and had pizza! It was quite exciting for me, as I had always envisioned such things in my life. I joined a Stay-at-home-moms group through Meetup. If you are not familiar with this up and coming internet wonder, you should definately do so! We went to the Fur, Feathers, and Fins tour yesterday at PetCo. It rocked! I had previously joined a scrap group through the same venue, but have not had the opportunity to actually join them as of yet. Our "Little Monkeys" group is fairly large, with at least 1 event available each week. I look forward to more.

Yesterday, as I pulled in the pre-school drive to pick up Aubrey, I over shot where I was and crashed into a big pole. I would like to make up a much better story to accompany the damage the van sustained, but what can I say-I'm too honest.

It's getting cold here. I slept downstairs last night in front of the fire because my stingy husband refuses to let the heater be over 70 degrees. :( It is EMMENSELY windy right now with advisorys. You couldn't even see the mountains on account of the blowing dirt. It was intense. Oh-and there are real tumbleweeds that are bigger than I am! Really!

Laundry is waiting.....as is everything else. Call or e-mail anytime. *MUAH*

....sorry....

2008-10-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

I know I'm usually better at updating. My only excuse is my disposition. I just haven't felt like doing ANYTHING and I DESPISE that. I'm trying to make a few changes so we'll see. On with the update.....

We didn't see any other balloons flying for the fiesta after that day. Friday, Saturday, AND Sunday's events were cancelled due to the winds. My dad, step-mom and big sis made it in and although they didn't enjoy balloon fiesta, enjoyed their fast trip. We played cards that night and it was awesome. I used the timer on my camera for the first time ever to get a pic. We made it to the balloon museum and walked around the fields waiting for mass accention which was later cancelled. Oh well. It was great to see them and show off my house ;)

Chris worked a TON last week, sometimes 20 hours a day. I missed him terribly and fortunately it slowed down for the weeked. Our neighbors annual Halloween party was Friday night. It was delightful to meet everyone and make new friends (my coordinating shirt says "hearse"). Chris was beginning a staph infection on his right hand going into our anniversary Sunday. I demanded he go to Urgent Care for antibiotics, although I'm not sure they're helping now. It was otherwise uneventful, and that's ok. I know the unGodly pain that accompanies it, so I've tried to be pretty lax. Monday, Hollan made my day with what has to be my favorite picture (since the tutus)! I hope you enjoy it just as much.

Things are coming along, just not as quickly as I would hope. Aubrey will start preschool next Wednesday. She's looking forward to it. Jace is moving along nicely and Hollan is a sweetheart. I woke up to his precious little kisses all over my face. Maybe that accounts for my good mood and motivation today!

Hugs and LOTS of misses. MUAH!

Chasing Balloons!

2008-10-10T10:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday the kids and I enjoyed our morning chasing dozens of the hot air ballons circulating the area for the 2008 Hot Air Balloon Fiesta! It has been YEARS since I've seen a hot air ballon and now there are literally HUNDREDS! We caught up with about 10 and enjoyed watching them land. It is absolutely magnificent. We will delve into the Shapes Glodeo tonight, where all of the character balloons and others are presented in the dark. My dad, step-mother and older sister should arrive tomorrow afternoon. I am looking forward to their familiar faces.

On a sadder note-I must recognize the danger that accompanies these wonders, as 2 accidents occurred this morning, leaving 1 man dead and 2 others seriously injured. I admire the dedication and skill that is required for our enjoyment.

P.S. Sorry about the view. Turn your monitopr clockwise, then counter-clockwise, then clockwise ;) I rotated them twice and they're continuing to display this way. Enjoy in spite of it. MUAH!

RR ER

2008-10-09T07:09:00.002-07:00

Well......we have been here in Rio Rancho over a week and Jace decided that that was long enough to not have visited the Emergency room. The group of boys he hangs around with brought him home just before 6, telling me that they were racing and Jace flipped up in the air and landed on his head! Apparently on the turn, he hit another boys tire, went over the handle bars (no helmet) and tried to break the road. So-the dr. said if it were under any other circumstances he could just be a boy and recover-but the chance of a slow bleed was fairly high. HELLO! We arrived, waited, saw the nurse, waited some more-and then he runs to the trash can and begins vomiting! -NOW I'M freakin out! The nurse said they would get him into a room immediately and although he was still acting goofy, full x-rays and a cat scan were ordered, as you can see. Outcome:everything's fine. THANK YOU JESUS! Home at midnight-he's still pretty sore.

On another note. My thoughts and prayers to my dear friend Michielle and her family, experiencing grief and everything that comes with it. I hope we made her day a little lighter this morning.

Hugs and misses.
B.

2008-10-09T07:09:00.001-07:00

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Make my day!

2008-10-04T09:25:00.000-07:00

So I've been well....quite a bit home sick the past couple of days. I miss my sisters, I miss my frinds, I miss Taco Tico and grass. 2 things that REALLY made me smile?

1.)Aubrey and Hollan went upstairs while I made lunch and returned like Swan Lake, spinning pirouttes for my approval-which they definately received! Dad would not be proud-but he doesn't read my blog-SO ENJOY THE EVIDENCE!!

2.)Yesterday was especially wearing. I love my children more than this entire worls, but I think we enjoy each other more with a few breaks every now and again. Tht being said-it's been 6 WEEKS 24/7 and I DO NOT enjoy being a single mother and admire my hubby for all of his help! We got home from the homecoming parade last night (that's a whole other story) and were settling in for the night when the doorbell rang. Who could it be? A neighbor wanting an egg? NOPE!! The flower delivery man. Surely he had the wrong address-my husban has NEVER sent me flowers. "Thornburgh?" he asked. YES!!!! A BEAUTIFUL arrangement with yellow friendship roses from my lovely surrogate mother/BFF Michielle! Awwww.... I teared up. The thoughtfulness from such a dear friend really warmed my heart. I didn't even take her flowers when she had surgery! (but in my defense I made her a little something special ;) So that was amazing and I needed to feel close and cared about. EXTRA hugs and misses to her today. If I had one wish for my Saturday (besides a million dollars, eternal health for my family and my hubby here) it would be that she and I were on an Indian hunt (can't explain ;), laughing and shopping endlessly through NM!!

Lots to do, as usual. Blessings to each of you that care about me (but don't call the florist ;) SERIOUSLY!! I appreciate all of your thoughts, well wishes and prayers. MUAH

Volcanos?

2008-10-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

Last night the kids and I took advantage of our huge driveway as an easel for our chalk creations. I've been trying to do something fun with them each night. The random lines are from Hollan, Aubs focused on shapes and I love Jace's giraffe-but not as much as I love daddy (and miss him)! Oh-and he drew a Freakin EASY button with a little caption that says"Well that was easy!" I think he'll be getting one of those for Christmas!

The view last night was amazing. I love how the mountains look with different weather. The shadow form the clouds, reflection of the sun-BEAUTIFUL! Last night there was plenty of PINK! Awesome. Jace thought it looked like a volcano.

I spoke with my surrogate mother/BFF Michielle last night-until my phone went dead. It was refreshing and nice to hear someone laughing at my daily parenting challenges. Love her.

Hope you have a great day! Muah!